Thinking of kmsing today

[Weed]

I've got 0 motivation left, started smoking weed about 1 month ago.. Havent found a job and have 0 motivation to do so. Friends lie to me without being remorsful.. I havent changed my bed sheets in months. My memory is even shit now than it was 1 month ago.. Dating apps do not work for my face.. People are having fun today with their femoids and friends meanwhile I am sad today.. on fucking New Year almost.

In 2012 I thought I will 100% get a gf before age of 16.. all my friends did except me. What's even the point of living like this being alone and have zero of what others have? I am in my fucking prime years I am supposed to party and fuck. Fuck this might be my last post ever. Hopefully I will drink enough to do it. Ive tried suicide in the past but ofc these were pussy tries and I am still alive.

 

[KValt]

If you aren’t even 21 don’t even think about it. Never sui before 25 and that’s only in fringe cases. Ideal sui is alone after 30

 

[amazing user]

You're too high inhibition for that.

 

[nausea]

I am suicidal every day

 

[Weed]

If you aren’t even 21 don’t even think about it. Never sui before 25 and that’s only in fringe cases. Ideal sui is alone after 30

I don't see my future in bright light

 

[towncel]

Suicide is for cucks, if you don't go ER and just die then you've lost and given normies what they want

 

[dr-problematic]

its over my man, being friendless is death sentence, being socially deprived is much worse than being sexually deprived

id give my left nut to have fun with mates and girls at some house party now

 

[theultimate341]

Just play a video game like wow.

 

[Weed]

Just play a video game like wow.

I already spend a lot of time in DotA2 and that's why I am little inactive here.

 

[sorrowfulsad]

Just play a video game like wow.

It wont be fun anymore till the girl in your party wants to know how you look like. Trust me man Ive been there

 

[Deleted member 2299]

Stay strong brother. The darkness doesn't have to win

 

[Octopusgun2]

Same...I’m currently broke and I feel too embarrassed to ask my dad for money. I feel unorganized, depressed and suicidal...I don’t like the way my life is going. Thankfully, my Chad friend invited me to a party tonight which I really hope will make me feel better. I also will be getting an escort cause there’s no way i can go another week being a virgin...I might try approaching some sluts tonight because it’d be dark but then again I have tried literally the same thing on last year’s eve and nothing came out of it and I got rejected like a piece of shit three times that night despite being confident and approaching sluts...For me, it’s either getting bimax, rhino, browridge implants and have all those surgeries done by 2020 or rope.

 

[/pol/cel]

its over my man, being friendless is death sentence, being socially deprived is much worse than being sexually deprived

id give my left nut to have fun with mates and girls at some house party now

I dont think thats true. Its far easier to make even just one friend than it is to find a gf. You dont have to be Chad to find someone as angry and blackpilled as you but you need to be Chad to get a girl.

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Stay strong brother. The darkness doesn't have to win

The darkness has already won. We can only pray it grants us mercy.

 

[Octopusgun2]

Just play a video game like wow.

It wont be fun anymore till the girl in your party wants to know how you look like. Trust me man Ive been there

I had kind of a similar thing happen to me. From a distance I look like a 9/10 God but upclose I look like a complete subhuman. Most females in parties that I went to that were a few meters away tried approaching me but they backed off as soon as they saw me upclose...It really is depressing.

 

[Weed]

Same...I’m currently broke and I feel too embarrassed to ask my dad for money. I feel unorganized, depressed and suicidal...I don’t like the way my life is going. Thankfully, my Chad friend invited me to a party tonight which I really hope will make me feel better. I also will be getting an escort cause there’s no way i can go another week being a virgin...I might try approaching some sluts tonight because it’d be dark but then again I have tried literally the same thing on last year’s eve and nothing came out of it and I got rejected like a piece of shit three times that night despite being confident and approaching sluts...For me, it’s either getting bimax, rhino, browridge implants and have all those surgeries done by 2020 or rope.

"my Chad friend invited me to a party tonight" dude I would kill a person right now to be in your position.

Every new year I am alone, every Christmas I am alone since age of 13.
It fucking sucks.
Do you know why I am more fucked? I think that's because I experienced some "chad life" before age of 13.. I had a female friend, a lot of friends etc... had fun everyday.. I was a happy kid but at the age of 13 everything changed.. I don't know what the fucked happened, I started doing bad in school, lost all friends then I migrated to UK, I gained 3 friends that are in my signature and I gained a lot of acne since age of 13. Acne progressed till age of 16 and I have a SEVERE acne at 16, even worse at 17.. At 18 I got accutane and got clean within 6 months now I am 19... and what? Nothing changed.
I really do think that sliding genioplasty will change my life for the better.. Accutane did and sliding genio has more dramatic effect after surgery so why shouldn't it?
Well you know what? I made a thread few months ago or month ago that I am going to workcel and guess what I still haven't.. No work, no money, only smoke weed.. It's legit depressing.

 

[Deleted member 236]

Pointless man. Just LDAR like a boss.

 

[Weed]

Pointless man. Just LDAR like a boss.

LDARing is pointless.. Just wasting your time being depressed and sad. What  a fun life, totally "pointful"

 

[Octopusgun2]

Same...I’m currently broke and I feel too embarrassed to ask my dad for money. I feel unorganized, depressed and suicidal...I don’t like the way my life is going. Thankfully, my Chad friend invited me to a party tonight which I really hope will make me feel better. I also will be getting an escort cause there’s no way i can go another week being a virgin...I might try approaching some sluts tonight because it’d be dark but then again I have tried literally the same thing on last year’s eve and nothing came out of it and I got rejected like a piece of shit three times that night despite being confident and approaching sluts...For me, it’s either getting bimax, rhino, browridge implants and have all those surgeries done by 2020 or rope.

"my Chad friend invited me to a party tonight" dude I would kill a person right now to be in your position.
Every new year I am alone, every Christmas I am alone since age of 13.
It fucking sucks.
Do you know why I am more fucked? I think that's because I experienced some "chad life" before age of 13.. I had a female friend, a lot of friends etc... had fun everyday.. I was a happy kid but at the age of 13 everything changed.. I don't know what the fucked happened, I started doing bad in school, lost all friends then I migrated to UK, I gained 3 friends that are in my signature and I gained a lot of acne since age of 13. Acne progressed till age of 16 and I have a SEVERE acne at 16, even worse at 17.. At 18 I got accutane and got clean within 6 months now I am 19... and what? Nothing changed.
I really do think that sliding genioplasty will change my life for the better.. Accutane did and sliding genio has more dramatic effect after surgery so why shouldn't it?
Well you know what? I made a thread few months ago or month ago that I am going to workcel and guess what I still haven't.. No work, no money, only smoke weed.. It's legit depressing.

I need lots of surgeries to looksmax my way into a Chad life. Rhinoplasty and bimax are to look at least human and not like a bird from the angle or profile view...I admit that you do have it worse than me but you’re gonna have an easier time looksmaxxing.

 

[Deleted member 236]

LDARing is pointless.. Just wasting your time being depressed and sad. What  a fun life, totally "pointful"

Everything is pointless. Nothing matters. But killing yourself is hard.

 

[Weed]

I remember seeing your morph and you looked like a chadlite there

If you can looksmax to that level then you may be happy

There were 3 morphs, which one? :s

 

[Weed]

There were 3 morphs, which one? :s

Side profile

Yes there were 3 side profile morphs and all different morphs.


Just chin changed https://image.prntscr.com/image/BNZAtL6I...qhc8Q.jpeg
Jawline + http://prntscr.com/hny9gu
Eyebrows + nose + chin https://image.prntscr.com/image/VHsrNetv...nkP3A.jpeg

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oh fuck they dont work anymore but I can upload to imgur if you want

 

[Deleted member 60]

I feel you. NYE is the worst

 

[Octopusgun2]

Yes there were 3 side profile morphs and all different morphs.


Just chin changed https://image.prntscr.com/image/BNZAtL6I...qhc8Q.jpeg
Jawline + http://prntscr.com/hny9gu
Eyebrows + nose + chin https://image.prntscr.com/image/VHsrNetv...nkP3A.jpeg

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oh fuck they dont work anymore but I can upload to imgur if you want

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Upload to imgur.

 

[Weed]

Yes there were 3 side profile morphs and all different morphs.
Just chin changed https://image.prntscr.com/image/BNZAtL6I...qhc8Q.jpeg
Jawline + http://prntscr.com/hny9gu
Eyebrows + nose + chin https://image.prntscr.com/image/VHsrNetv...nkP3A.jpeg

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oh fuck they dont work anymore but I can upload to imgur if you want

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Upload to imgur.

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https://imgur.com/a/37fTg
#1 = Jawline and chin added
#2 = Just chin
#3 browbridge, bit up tilt nose, chin, jawline

 

[Octopusgun2]

Yes there were 3 side profile morphs and all different morphs.
Just chin changed https://image.prntscr.com/image/BNZAtL6I...qhc8Q.jpeg
Jawline + http://prntscr.com/hny9gu
Eyebrows + nose + chin https://image.prntscr.com/image/VHsrNetv...nkP3A.jpeg

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oh fuck they dont work anymore but I can upload to imgur if you want

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Upload to imgur.

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https://imgur.com/a/37fTg
#1 = Jawline and chin added
#2 = Just chin
#3 browbridge, bit up tilt nose, chin, jawline

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Slayer. Get surgery ASAP.

 

[ICanOnlyFapToBDSM]

Slayer. Get surgery ASAP.

this, it'll save your life

 

[lostcel]

its over my man, being friendless is death sentence, being socially deprived is much worse than being sexually deprived

id give my left nut to have fun with mates and girls at some house party now

this, i care way more about my non-existant social life and lack of freinds than my non-existant sex life, you could always get sex eventually, but missing out on good times in the prime of your life is torture. oh well, gonna go smoke a cig to cope.

 

[Jockcel]

Don't kys you'll go to hell.

 

[Kointo1]

It's illogical to not end your own life. You won't have any perception of reality once you do it. This also means you won't have any memory. You won't be able to feel bad for your family since your family and all your thoughts and emotions won't exist once you're dead.

 

[Weed]

Slayer. Get surgery ASAP.

Yes but which morph? Obviously I can't go for #3 because I would need to be rich or something.

 

[dr-problematic]

this, i care way more about my non-existant social life and lack of freinds than my non-existant sex life, you could always get sex eventually, but missing out on good times in the prime of your life is torture. oh well, gonna go smoke a cig to cope.

gf is cope, hoes come and go always. ur mates are with u for life, those with whom uve been through thin and thick. made life memories and stories to tell to grand kids.

idk man, i cant crack what to do with it now. shits rough.

 

[CopingGymcel]

Just fix your chin.

 

[CamelBlueFilters]

You are far too young yo die. Wait for 25 at least

 

[Octopusgun2]

Slayer. Get surgery ASAP.

Yes but which morph? Obviously I can't go for #3 because I would need to be rich or something.

Oh well, you look the best in #3. If you don’t have the money for #3 then hold on till you save up enough for it. The first one isn’t worth it TBH...You should looksmax to the maximum level.

 

[theultimate341]

I already spend a lot of time in DotA2 and that's why I am little inactive here.

Then i guess theres no more hope.

 

[Kointo1]

You are far too young yo die. Wait for 25 at least

You're never too young to make an intelligent choice.

 

[lostcel]

this, i care way more about my non-existant social life and lack of freinds than my non-existant sex life, you could always get sex eventually, but missing out on good times in the prime of your life is torture. oh well, gonna go smoke a cig to cope.

gf is cope, hoes come and go always. ur mates are with u for life, those with whom uve been through thin and thick. made life memories and stories to tell to grand kids.
idk man, i cant crack what to do with it now. shits rough.

shit is rough indeed bro, i've always pushed away friends and thought i could make new ones and took all those oppurtunities in high school for granted but i was a fucking idiot and i missed out on having good times. now im trying to make up for it at 21, 22 in a month. just lmao, this is gonna be a hard one. how old are you broski?

 

[Weed]

Slayer. Get surgery ASAP.

Yes but which morph? Obviously I can't go for #3 because I would need to be rich or something.

Oh well, you look the best in #3. If you don’t have the money for #3 then hold on till you save up enough for it. The first one isn’t worth it TBH...You should looksmax to the maximum level.

Well see I will never save up for it and I don't want to do such a dramatic change.
All I want to do is fix my physical subhuman features and the subhuman feature I have is my chin.

Fuck it I might as well post my frontal pic here not morph before kmsing.

 

[Octopusgun2]

Slayer. Get surgery ASAP.

Yes but which morph? Obviously I can't go for #3 because I would need to be rich or something.

Oh well, you look the best in #3. If you don’t have the money for #3 then hold on till you save up enough for it. The first one isn’t worth it TBH...You should looksmax to the maximum level.

Well see I will never save up for it and I don't want to do such a dramatic change.
All I want to do is fix my physical subhuman features and the subhuman feature I have is my chin.
Fuck it I might as well post my frontal pic here not morph before kmsing.

But you NEED to do a dramatic change in order to make up for all the years of being an Incel...Just get loans, work your ass off hard and sell your car or anything valuable that you have. If surgery would give you similar results the. It’s totally worth finding a way of getting it, I personally would die trying if I were you.

 

[Weed]

Slayer. Get surgery ASAP.

Yes but which morph? Obviously I can't go for #3 because I would need to be rich or something.

Oh well, you look the best in #3. If you don’t have the money for #3 then hold on till you save up enough for it. The first one isn’t worth it TBH...You should looksmax to the maximum level.

Well see I will never save up for it and I don't want to do such a dramatic change.
All I want to do is fix my physical subhuman features and the subhuman feature I have is my chin.
Fuck it I might as well post my frontal pic here not morph before kmsing.

But you NEED to do a dramatic change in order to make up for all the years of being an Incel...Just get loans, work your ass off hard and sell your car or anything valuable that you have. If surgery would give you similar results the. It’s totally worth finding a way of getting it, I personally would die trying if I were you.

I would sell my car only in 2 years and even if I will sell it I want to buy a BMW or any other car. I will be never getting loans because I don't want to deal with headaches and anxiety and stress.
I really don't want to do such a dramatic change. I only want a sliding genioplasty

 

[Octopusgun2]

Slayer. Get surgery ASAP.

Yes but which morph? Obviously I can't go for #3 because I would need to be rich or something.

Oh well, you look the best in #3. If you don’t have the money for #3 then hold on till you save up enough for it. The first one isn’t worth it TBH...You should looksmax to the maximum level.

Well see I will never save up for it and I don't want to do such a dramatic change.
All I want to do is fix my physical subhuman features and the subhuman feature I have is my chin.
Fuck it I might as well post my frontal pic here not morph before kmsing.

But you NEED to do a dramatic change in order to make up for all the years of being an Incel...Just get loans, work your ass off hard and sell your car or anything valuable that you have. If surgery would give you similar results the. It’s totally worth finding a way of getting it, I personally would die trying if I were you.

I would sell my car only in 2 years and even if I will sell it I want to buy a BMW or any other car. I will be never getting loans because I don't want to deal with headaches and anxiety and stress.
I really don't want to do such a dramatic change. I only want a sliding genioplasty

Okay, just my personal advice that I think you should highly and undoubtedly consider. It’s your face and life...But it’s better to go for the best instead of the worse. Just saying.

 

[dr-problematic]

shit is rough indeed bro, i've always pushed away friends and thought i could make new ones and took all those oppurtunities in high school for granted but i was a fucking idiot and i missed out on having good times. now im trying to make up for it at 21, 22 in a month. just lmao, this is gonna be a hard one. how old are you broski?

24, impossible. i tried to do it this summer. went to lots of festivals and shit, its a cope.

 

[Weed]

Slayer. Get surgery ASAP.

Yes but which morph? Obviously I can't go for #3 because I would need to be rich or something.

Oh well, you look the best in #3. If you don’t have the money for #3 then hold on till you save up enough for it. The first one isn’t worth it TBH...You should looksmax to the maximum level.

Well see I will never save up for it and I don't want to do such a dramatic change.
All I want to do is fix my physical subhuman features and the subhuman feature I have is my chin.
Fuck it I might as well post my frontal pic here not morph before kmsing.

But you NEED to do a dramatic change in order to make up for all the years of being an Incel...Just get loans, work your ass off hard and sell your car or anything valuable that you have. If surgery would give you similar results the. It’s totally worth finding a way of getting it, I personally would die trying if I were you.

I would sell my car only in 2 years and even if I will sell it I want to buy a BMW or any other car. I will be never getting loans because I don't want to deal with headaches and anxiety and stress.
I really don't want to do such a dramatic change. I only want a sliding genioplasty

Okay, just my personal advice that I think you should highly and undoubtedly consider. It’s your face and life...But it’s better to go for the best instead of the worse. Just saying.

I wish.. Like I said I don't even have motivation to find work.. Literally zero motivation.. Maybe that's because of weed? I know I need to stop but I can't.

 

[KyloRen]

The brain is perhaps the most enigmatic organ in the body. What you're feeling right now are just chemicals....Think of it as a bad case of the "flu" but for the brain.

Give it a few months, and if you still feel like killing yourself, I won't dissuade you from doing so.

 

[Shaded]

It's the only logical way out. No one will blame you. It's my future too.

 

[Weed]

The brain is perhaps the most enigmatic organ in the body. What you're feeling right now are just chemicals....Think of it as a bad case of the "flu" but for the brain.
Give it a few months, and if you still feel like killing yourself, I won't dissuade you from doing so.

"What you're feeling right now are just chemicals" That hit me hard actually. If you think about it, those are only chemicals that make me feel like that.
Fuck I really need to develop some sort of sociopath mind so I could think about the world like that 24/7.

 

[KyloRen]

"What you're feeling right now are just chemicals" That hit me hard actually. If you think about it, those are only chemicals that make me feel like that.
Fuck I really need to develop some sort of sociopath mind so I could think about the world like that 24/7.

Pretty much. 

Normally, those chemicals tells you that something is wrong and you need to fix it (it's perfectly normal to be sad/angry/etc. because we're incel). Sometimes they go haywire and result in these sorts of mental distresses.

 

[Homosapicuckus]

You can't make a shit smell like a flower. If you're a shit man please flush yourself down the toilet.

 

[Kointo1]

You can't make a shit smell like a flower. If you're a shit man please flush yourself down the toilet.

 

[FeminismsCancer]

Don't kys you'll go to hell.

LOL