No your libido is just dead
If you were starving on the streets and a man who was making fun of you offered to buy you a sandwich, you wouldn't refuse the offer due to fear or resentment (you'd be to hungry to even think about that shit)
When it comes to sex, you are simply no longer starving, your appetite is gone, and this is the true danger of being an incel that refuses to pay for sex in your youth
This is what I keep talking about when it comes to incels who refuse to pay for sex, you wait until its too late and you don't have the common sense to realize that there's a clock on sex too, the older you get the less you enjoy it and the less you even want it, so even if you went to do it now you'd tell yourself - "well this isn't that great" when really and truly your dick is dead, you don't have the stamina, etc
You have the technique of a virgin and the body of man well past being middle aged, how the hell are you going to make that work smh. You don't even know yourself sexually to where you know what to do to "stay erect"
You guys dig your own graves with your stubbornness
Usually at this point I'd be telling an incel to still try it and its not "too late", but for guys like you who let pride dictate their entire life for decades on end, it is quite literally too late and there's no going back, you are stuck, the only thing you can do is wait until you die and hope for a better afterlife, you wasted your only chance
I don't know why guys like you restrict yourself so much knowing that this is the only mortal life you will ever get, it doesn't make any sense at all
I'm done