Venting Tired of looking at porn, tired of masturbating, tired of playing video games, tired of eating, tired of my life, tired of everything tbh.

[FUCKITALLREEE]

I'm seriously thinking about deleting all my porn and just let myself starve tbh. There's really no fucking point in doing anything anymore. I'm tired of coping with porn.

I can't even connect and discuss of whatever with my mother because i don't know what to say. I don't know to express to her the way i really feel about my life and myself.

I know my life is headed nowhere and i can't even live normally, i go out one time per month at the atm at night with my brother.

I pretty sure that i have undiagnosed autism, but i don't know what to do or where to go with my life, or if getting officially diagnosed would matter at all. I'm probably the biggest loser in here, i'm gonna be 29 soon. The only thing i see is the rope before the inevitable happen and i lose my mother.

Congrats if you read all of my little rant, i guess i needed to get this off my chest.

 

[Deleted member 27249]

I always want to starve myself to death after I eat, but then I get hungry and eat again

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

Me too, I am sick of porn and masturbating but noporn and nofap are impossible for me as well.

 

[metabuxx]

At some point we'll just run out of copes and all we'll think about is roping.

 

[Animecel2D]

It all gets so tiring, man.

 

[LìfeOfDisàppointmen]

Dude , STOP that porn shit , its just a reminder of what we can not have and very cucked too . I only watch some solo porn now only when im just unable to help it
Find other copes

 

[HyperVersager_4EVER]

If you can't cope there is only one thing left to do

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

I always want to starve myself to death after I eat, but then I get hungry and eat again

I used to care about nutrition and eating a lot of proteins, jfl at this shit. Now i just eat whatever, just not to be hungry.

At some point we'll just run out of copes and all we'll think about is roping.

That's where I'm at.

 

[ihaveno1]

fuck it all

 

[Deleted member 27249]

I used to care about nutrition and eating a lot of proteins, jfl at this shit. Now i just eat whatever, just not to be hungry.

same. fast food and pepsi and fast food and my teeth are falling off

 

[Deleted member 22685]

Me too, I am sick of porn and masturbating but noporn and nofap are impossible for me as well.

Have your dad beat you every time you watch porn tbh

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

It all gets so tiring, man.

It really is. Life is not meant to be spend in front of a computer, it's meant to be live, to be experienced.

Dude , STOP that porn shit , its just a reminder of what we can not have and very cucked too . I only watch some solo porn now only when im just unable to help it
Find other copes

I was deeply coping but I don't feel the need anymore.

If you can't cope there is only one thing left to do
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Tbh

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

Have your dad beat you every time you watch porn tbh

Just confess to your sins in real life theory.

 

[shii410]

I don't usually watch porn but other than that I can relate. my life is just a cycle of these things without anything genuinely meaningful or fulfilling going on

 

[Deleted member 22685]

Just confess to your sins in real life theory.

Have you tried it?

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

same. fast food and pepsi and fast food and my teeth are falling off

One of my biggest fear tbh.

I don't usually watch porn but other than that I can relate. my life is just a cycle of these things without anything genuinely meaningful or fulfilling going on

My life is in the same loop since i quitted high school, every day is the exact same but everyone's life around me has change.

 

[Iwanttolive]

I was getting dull from porn n videogames so I did nofap to reset my brain, currently about 4 months in. It won't magically change ur life btw but I feel slightly better about myself

 

[Deleted member 21324]

Vehemently agree.

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

I was getting dull from porn n videogames so I did nofap to reset my brain, currently about 4 months in. It won't magically change ur life btw but I feel slightly better about myself

Most i did was 2 days, i tried switching from porn to training but no nutting gave me no patience and i felt more angry in general. The urge to fap was too strong and was thinking fuck it since it's the only thing that make me feel good.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

Have you tried it?

I keep my sins to myself.

 

[TheSecondComing]

rope time