Today was the first time in 8 months I left the house. All I did was walk to uni and back, walked for like 45 minutes. That was like 5 hours ago and my heart is beating fast, I have an arrhythmia, I feel kinda shit in general. All cause I walked a bit too much. (and my legs are sore and I have blisters but that's irrelevant)
All cause I've been rotting my entire life. I was always very unathletic. Even as a kid/teen my mom would have to get me out of P.E with a doctor's note cause I asked her to(although the government forced you to do it anyway, just in a "special group", as in you didn't really do much).
And it just got worse over the years. I've been rotting now for so many years so that definitely took its toll. Not to mention those 2 years when I was a hardcore alcoholic, fucked my health beyond belief. That's why my heart is like this. Though I attribute the heart particularly to that incident when I took like 19 caffeine pills while drunk on a bottle or more of vodka. Although the binge drinking for 2 years definitely did consistent damage too. Anyway, other than my heart my pancreas is beyond fucked. Even as a kid I had problems with my pancreas, but the extreme levels of alcohol fucked it more than anything else, it's absolutely fucked. I still take like 3 or 4 liquid shits a day cause my pancreas is so fucked. By the end of my alcoholism there I literally couldn't drink anymore, one drink and I'd be heaving, vomitting bile, literal nasty bile forced out of me. Anyway, other than that 2 of my front teeth are chipped in half, but also many of my molars are with massive holes that have to be filled but the fillings keep falling. And I'm bald so that's another sign of bad health. And then there's my vision which is fucked.
Yeah I'm a paragon of health, anyone else?
P.S: Lmao to combat my complete inactivity I started doing push ups like 2 years ago. Only 42 a day, nothing much, takes 1 minute or less. Anyway, I fucked my back up that way lol, idk why my form seems to be good but now it hurts when I bend over to pick up something.
All cause I've been rotting my entire life. I was always very unathletic. Even as a kid/teen my mom would have to get me out of P.E with a doctor's note cause I asked her to(although the government forced you to do it anyway, just in a "special group", as in you didn't really do much).
And it just got worse over the years. I've been rotting now for so many years so that definitely took its toll. Not to mention those 2 years when I was a hardcore alcoholic, fucked my health beyond belief. That's why my heart is like this. Though I attribute the heart particularly to that incident when I took like 19 caffeine pills while drunk on a bottle or more of vodka. Although the binge drinking for 2 years definitely did consistent damage too. Anyway, other than my heart my pancreas is beyond fucked. Even as a kid I had problems with my pancreas, but the extreme levels of alcohol fucked it more than anything else, it's absolutely fucked. I still take like 3 or 4 liquid shits a day cause my pancreas is so fucked. By the end of my alcoholism there I literally couldn't drink anymore, one drink and I'd be heaving, vomitting bile, literal nasty bile forced out of me. Anyway, other than that 2 of my front teeth are chipped in half, but also many of my molars are with massive holes that have to be filled but the fillings keep falling. And I'm bald so that's another sign of bad health. And then there's my vision which is fucked.
Yeah I'm a paragon of health, anyone else?
P.S: Lmao to combat my complete inactivity I started doing push ups like 2 years ago. Only 42 a day, nothing much, takes 1 minute or less. Anyway, I fucked my back up that way lol, idk why my form seems to be good but now it hurts when I bend over to pick up something.
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