I've noticed that whenever I meet someone and they ask me a question, there is always a very negative pause after I have spoken. It's as though something about my voice has offended them and they think I am disgusting. It may be autism voice but I am not sure, I am not treated condescendingly like a retard after I get my first word in but am instead handled like a piece of dogshit; to be kept as far away as possible at all times, unpleasant to be around.
Unpleasant to be around might sound like "lol I'm not self aware about how much of a cunt I am inceltears please feature me on your subreddit" but I say nothing that is even remotely unpleasant most of the time and actively try to maintain a neutral tone of voice. I don't suffer from vocal fry and fag voice, but I know for a fact I have a gravelly, very nasal voice that is not exceptionally deep. Am I just a raspy aspie who can't tell how monotone his voice is? Does my manletism and nasally voice combine to create an "annoying" undesirable person no matter what I manage to say? It is ESPECIALLY women who do this if it helps.
I was in a university workshop with two roasties, one SEA noodlewhore and one white, with a laid back Chadlite who was kicked back and handling everything pretty naturally. A few minutes after the lecturer made us give out forced "icebreakers", I asked the people at my table if the workshop was optional (they may have said yes to get rid of me but there is no course work associated with it), awkwardly got up, pushed in my chair and speedwalked out of the room in silence.
They win, I am not going back to that shit again. I don't know what about my voice is so repulsive though.
Unpleasant to be around might sound like "lol I'm not self aware about how much of a cunt I am inceltears please feature me on your subreddit" but I say nothing that is even remotely unpleasant most of the time and actively try to maintain a neutral tone of voice. I don't suffer from vocal fry and fag voice, but I know for a fact I have a gravelly, very nasal voice that is not exceptionally deep. Am I just a raspy aspie who can't tell how monotone his voice is? Does my manletism and nasally voice combine to create an "annoying" undesirable person no matter what I manage to say? It is ESPECIALLY women who do this if it helps.
I was in a university workshop with two roasties, one SEA noodlewhore and one white, with a laid back Chadlite who was kicked back and handling everything pretty naturally. A few minutes after the lecturer made us give out forced "icebreakers", I asked the people at my table if the workshop was optional (they may have said yes to get rid of me but there is no course work associated with it), awkwardly got up, pushed in my chair and speedwalked out of the room in silence.
They win, I am not going back to that shit again. I don't know what about my voice is so repulsive though.
