What do you live for?

TheNEET

TheNEET

School of Friendship dropout
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I'm not really pessimistic, life is a mixed bag for me, I can't really find a reason to kill myself
not getting born would be a completely different thing: existence is useless and quite honestly can be a pain in the ass, so I probably wouldn't want to get born
my approach is: well, I'm here and it's not that terrible, I might as well wait and see where the ride will take me
I'm also not sure about the way this world works and I'm very curious about it - I have a gut feeling saying there's a different way out: I'm talking achieving gnosis, switching to a different reality, modifying this reality - I don't really think Demiurge is all that powerful and the reality is more brittle than we were led to believe
don't get me wrong, I'm not a Christcuck with Stockholm syndrome saying "yeah, suffering is actually great, because it teaches you things" - hell no, suffering is absolutely terrible and unjustified, but I'm not really suffering that much (blackpill gives me more of a weltschmerz kind of suffering than personalised pain and I'm too cynical to really experience this kind of suffering most of the time), so I'm staying on this ride for a while
 
suckdick

suckdick

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I live for nothing, I was just born.
Maybe in future I will find some good purpose cope
 
BrendioEEE

BrendioEEE

Escort"cel" Exposer
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The hope I can get a virgin wife looksmatched wife one day, or that i'll be able to be around with full dive VR gets perfected so I can at least cope with that.
 
Schizoidcel

Schizoidcel

     
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My mom. Other than that just basic survival instincts, my copes are getting more boring each passing day.
 
Todeswunsch

Todeswunsch

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For nothing. Pure cowardice keeps me alive. I have no job, no future ahead of me, my dreams were shattered a long while ago and I have absolutely no interest in interacting with other people in a meaningful matter at that point. I just live to live another day in the meaningless hell called life.
 
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keithbauhaus

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I live for hedonistic pleasures, that's it. I prioritize myself over everyone else as well -- I ended up getting sick and tired of being a doormat for people. My quality of life is still shit because women just see me as an awkward sperg, but being able to buy myself nice things makes life somewhat bearable.
 
zangano1

zangano1

The truest of cels
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Nothing, Im just waiting to kill myself
 
ElliotRodgerGod

ElliotRodgerGod

I have a nice car, a BMW.
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the acquisition of my BMW 328i coupe was lifefuel to me, but I can already tell that it isn't enough to keep me alive, it's simply prolonging my existence.
 
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