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What do you live for?

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Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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To be honest my reason to live is very simple, almost animalistic.

I simply want to avoid effort and pain. I also want to maximize my pleasure, but with minimal risk of possible consequences.

It really explains most things about my life. Why I'm fat (cause food is easy pleasure and it's not that expensive or hard to acquire like drugs, which would have many negative consequences, such as cost+possible being caught + destroy relationship with parents). It's why I've spent all my free time since I was a kid laying in bed with my laptop, the only breaks being for eating and other .. bodily needs.

I basically live to lay in bed and do nothing. Because doing literally nothing is boring, and boring reduces my net pleasure, the laptop enhances the laying in bed experience, and the food is a nice addition. I basically lived like this till 23.

Since I was a kid till that age I managed to spend all my summers literally rotting like that, and all of my free time where I didn't go to school/uni. It was great. Now that I've been working for a few years I dread waking up. I basically live to work now, and work is meaningless and pays shit. Fuck my life.
 
I live for a driver licence and a somewhat decent car.
 
"Live for" is such a strong word. Strong two words. What is the the core, basic instinct driving me to live? The thing worth my whole life? That's a tough one.
 
Literally just like you: survival instincts. I have gotten no pleasure out of life for a very long time.
 
Survival instincts are what keeps me from suicide and also family etc.
 
Ill die for nothing thats for sure cause my whole life doesnt mean SHIT to this degenerate universe.
 
Good vibrations. But best possible source of good vibrations in this world are cute adorable lolis
 
I live just to make sure that that im 100% fucked and that there is truly no hope for me. I haven't feel happiness in years and if i'll know for sure i will never feel it again i will rope.
 
I want to work in the field I studied and move out of my parents' house, that's it.
 
Nothing, I’m simply existing for the sake of it.
 
I live just to make sure that that im 100% fucked and that there is truly no hope for me. I haven't feel happiness in years and if i'll know for sure i will never feel it again i will rope.
same
 
I just don't know anymore.
I haven't killed myself because my parents are still alive.
 
No reason to live or die. Just exist in between in constant pain.
 
Letsa be real most sub 6's aren't living for much of anything/ it's our instinct to survive that keeps us coping and waking up each day

I live to hope to see a day where I can experience quality escapism
 
Letsa be real most sub 6's aren't living for much of anything/ it's our instinct to survive that keeps us coping and waking up each day

I live to hope to see a day where I can experience quality escapism
That'll certainly be the day. Until then I'll keep maladaptive daydreaming to escape this reality. Does anyone else do this btw?
 
there is no reason for me to be alive im pathetic.
 
That'll certainly be the day. Until then I'll keep maladaptive daydreaming to escape this reality. Does anyone else do this btw?

I find it hard to believe that anyone who spends the majority of their days/months/years spent in isolation isn't the architect of numerous fantasies and unattainable scenarios that play out in their head daily. I'm sure most people's imagination and lucid visualization is more adept than the average foid/normie.
 
I find it hard to believe that anyone who spends the majority of their days/months/years spent in isolation isn't the architect of numerous fantasies and unattainable scenarios that play out in their head daily. I'm sure most people's imagination and lucid visualization is more adept than the average foid/normie.
I agree but it has become a problem for me. I can't do some of the most basic shit in my life because my brain wants to constantly dissociate from reality through daydreams. Shit sucks boyo ngl but it does give me some pleasure.
 
My parents I guess.
 
Nothing really... I just sort of exist right now for the sake of existing.
 
I guess I sort of live at this point “to see what happens.”

Like I was curious how GOT was going to end, also End Game. I’m curious about how the NBA Finals will end.

I’m very interested in finding out whether a war, nuclear or otherwise will occur involving the United States. Like what will happen with North Korea. Whether or not Trump will be re-elected.

What happens with technology and medicine. Of course sex dolls.
 
I agree but it has become a problem for me. I can't do some of the most basic shit in my life because my brain wants to constantly dissociate from reality through daydreams. Shit sucks boyo ngl but it does give me some pleasure.

I get that. It's detrimental to me for different reasons. It puts me in a fight or flight mode because im so unadapted to bouts of optimism.

I think you can circumvent your problem with daydreaming by going on a walk and daydream while listening to music, at least youd be doing something good for yourself while daydreaming at same tb\h
 
I get that. It's detrimental to me for different reasons. It puts me in a fight or flight mode because im so unadapted to bouts of optimism.

I think you can circumvent your problem with daydreaming by going on a walk and daydream while listening to music, at least youd be doing something good for yourself while daydreaming at same tb\h
I go on walks at night. I actually get annoyed when my daydreams are interrupted by outside stimuli. (srs) I'm talking when it just automatically happens. For example, music of any kind always causes my daydreams to appear automatically, if I'm in public and I get interrupted while this happens I get startled then get irritated. I can only imagine how much of an autist I look like.
 
I go on walks at night. I actually get annoyed when my daydreams are interrupted by outside stimuli. (srs) I'm talking when it just automatically happens. For example, music of any kind always causes my daydreams to appear automatically, if I'm in public and I get interrupted while this happens I get startled then get irritated. I can only imagine how much of an autist I look like.

Music is my trigger too. It's depressing how unrealistic i'll go with my fantasies to only be reminded in my head i'm bluepilling my reality and that no one will ever love me not even my family because I have to haul around a subhuman physical body that foils everything/anything it comes into contact with.
 
I live to pay up my karma
 
Music is my trigger too. It's depressing how unrealistic i'll go with my fantasies to only be reminded in my head i'm bluepilling my reality and that no one will ever love me not even my family because I have to haul around a subhuman physical body that foils everything/anything it comes into contact with.
It's a sad world when the only pleasure we get from life is through daydreaming which we have no control over. Clown world.
 
For art and games.
 
Actually dont know anymore Im the most confused Ive ever been in my whole life
 
I’m finishing STEMcelling at college so I can escortcel and play vidya - with frequent trips to Thailand
 
Sex, drugs and rock and roll without the sex. :feelsbadman:
 
Nothing. I'm here because i'm forced to. I didn't ask to be born.
 
Why should I have anything to live for when I didn't choose to exist in the first place? I just hope life gets better still somehow I suppose and I don't want to hurt my parents by :feelsrope:but they will die of old age/desease in the next couple of years most likely. Then nothing to stop me.
 
My mere existence is an annoyance to foids and cucks. Therefore, I choose to keep living.
 
to play games and learn about the world
 
That'll certainly be the day. Until then I'll keep maladaptive daydreaming to escape this reality. Does anyone else do this btw?
Yes, since i was a little kid. Daydreaming has always been my favorite cope. It's better than playing video games, it beats reading books, and i prefer doing it over watching movies or tv shows. Which is probably the main reason why people find me so fucking boring.
 
Yes, since i was a little kid. Daydreaming has always been my favorite cope. It's better than playing video games, it beats reading books, and i prefer doing it over watching movies or tv shows. Which is probably the main reason why people find me so fucking boring.
It's a pretty good cope, until eventually you realize that it's all in your head and reality comes back raping you. I love doing it until I realize I'm just coping.
 
Honestly? I don't really know. I never, ever want kids - I have no desire whatsoever to pass on my genes. I have no interest in getting married. Hell, I've started to lose interest in the idea of having a girlfriend. I much prefer spending time alone than with other people; I avoid large social gatherings like the plague. Essentially I'm an introverted recluse with no prospect of ever getting a girlfriend.

Why am I here? Survival instincts, I guess. That's about it.
 
I wish I was fat. (Heavy sigh.)

Mainly I live for survival.

I've been though shit that most folks would die from. Sub-zero Arctic homelessness. Lack of water in the desert. Damn swamp mosquitoes!

I can cook anything from acorn bread to rats.

I used to cope thinking I could get social cred knowing how to design food forests.

But now I'm all about eating weeds while watching normies starve when the shtf.

And gardening since weeds are too low-cal.
 
I only live for my waifu, video games and the internet. I wouldn't even care if I died now because I truly got nothing to lose.
 

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