SuicideFuel What give to live if i can't even live a normal life.

[FUCKITALLREEE]

I only exist so that my family members doesn't have to feel pain if i decided to commit suicide, i just got back from the doctor and my sister accompanied me because i'm too much of fucking failure and high inhibited to go alone.

I think i have Asperger since i can't handle change, independence, responsibility and most importantly social interactions, and social environments.

When i look at other people driving their cars and going places like it's nothing, they are all well dressed, responsible adults with life experiences. While i don't feel like an adult, i feel like i'm a stuck at the teenager stage, in a body that is slowly getting older.

I have no dreams or accomplishments, the only thing i do i LDAR until the unavoidable happen, my mother and dog pass. I think i should go before them, but i don't want them to feel pain because of me.

 

[Deleted member 21908]

living is hard and painful

 

[LastGerman]

I only exist so that my family members doesn't have to feel pain if i decided to commit suicide, i just got back from the doctor and my sister accompanied me because i'm too much of fucking failure and high inhibited to go alone.

That is fucking brutal.

I think i have Asperger since i can't handle change, independence, responsibility and most importantly social interactions, and social environments.

Well, most changes are bad for men so there is no reason to like those changes.

When i look at other people driving their cars and going places like it's nothing

Once again a brutal driver licence pill. @rightfulcel
This is also absolutely infuriating. While females have appointments for real driving lessons, I have to do driving simulatio nas a 25 year old man.
There is no reason to be alive at this point if you cannot even drive. What is the point in working? Working hard for little money while you still live with your parents and are unable to drive? What the fuck is this?

While i don't feel like an adult, i feel like i'm a stuck at the teenager stage, in a body that is slowly getting older.

A good handful of men are just elft behind in life. I do not know if there is a way to catch up anymore but msot likely not. At this point it is jsut acting.

 

[FukFeminism]

There is no point to life unless you have consistent sex and relationships. I.e life only has meaning if you are a desire-able male

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

There is no point to life unless you have consistent sex and relationships. I.e life only has meaning if you are a desire-able male

Dude at this point i don't give a shit about any foids or relationships, hope is long gone.
I can't even live like a normal man, there is no point to keep breathing. I only do so not to hurt my family and dog.

 

[LastGerman]

I can't even live like a normal man, there is no point to keep breathing. I only do so not to hurt my family and dog.

Since you have no experience within the work environment, you also do not have an apprenticeship at this point. It is just concerning at this point, a good handful of men are left behind and nobody really cares. We are also not really allowed to talk about this.
By the way, how old are you?

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

Since you have no experience within the work environment, you also do not have an apprenticeship at this point. It is just concerning at this point, a good handful of men are left behind and nobody really cares. We are also not really allowed to talk about this.
By the way, how old are you?

28

 

[LastGerman]

28

That is indeed brutal.

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

That is indeed brutal.

I know, this is why i'm neet. I always get this enormous wave of deep depression after i'm forced to go out, and see how over it is for me.

 

[FinnCel]

living is hard and painful

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

living is hard and painful

It's not hard or painful, for truecels it's fucking impossible.

Having a round face, short, skinnyfat with a mumbling voice, and on top of that, having a mental illness that handicap your personality. I don't know why suicide isn't legal yet.

 

[FinnCel]

It's not hard or painful, for truecels it's fucking impossible.

Having a round face, short, skinnyfat with a mumbling voice, and on top of that, having a mental illness that handicap your personality. I don't know why suicide isn't legal yet.

Government should give us free drugs and prostitutes

 

[Mogged Loner]

It's not hard or painful, for truecels it's fucking impossible.

Having a round face, short, skinnyfat with a mumbling voice, and on top of that, having a mental illness that handicap your personality. I don't know why suicide isn't legal yet.

You have to cope harder than me

And I think about Sui Daily

You must think about it a lot too

Government should give us free drugs and prostitutes

I’d vote for you if you could make that happen!!!

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

Government should give us free drugs and prostitutes

Prostitutes would laugh, refuse and leave. But honestly od on pharmaceutic grade opioids while listening to music would be my first choice.

You have to cope harder than me

And I think about Sui Daily

You must think about it a lot too


I’d vote for you if you could make that happen!!!

Porn, vidya, trying to lose weight for a while, then i lost all interest.

 

[Mogged Loner]

Prostitutes would laugh, refuse and leave. But honestly od on pharmaceutic grade opioids while listening to music would be my first choice.

Porn, vidya, trying to lose weight for a while, then i lost all interest.

Opioids and chain smoking is ALWAYS FUN

 

[Words2_live_bye]

living is hard and painful

Especially with Autism and social anxiety

 

[LastGerman]

I know, this is why i'm neet. I always get this enormous wave of deep depression after i'm forced to go out, and see how over it is for me.

I know where you are coming from. You just mentioned it, seeing all the people driving around you while you have to walk is extremly infuriating. You are a grown up man who cannot drive while every female is doing it without any effort at all. This is indeed emasculating. i mean, I have to do driving simulation while females 8 years younger than me are having appointments for real driving. Yesterday some 17 year old blond female jsut apssed her driving test while I was just done with driving simulation. I actually done. Now I am xpected to work for little money while i cannot even fucking drive. There is no point in having a job if you cannot drive.

 

[Mrpvolts]

I only exist so that my family members doesn't have to feel pain if i decided to commit suicide

I think I’m done.