curryboy420
Overlord
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- Jul 11, 2020
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I think I am genuinely mentally retarded and I've had people ask me before if I ever bumped my head which I actually did very hard onto concrete when I was 10 ish which is also when I started being more depressed and dim.
There is no cure besides death is there, I am forever a midwit at best now and all the good things of life are just out of my reach. Even that might be giving myself too much credit because I feel like a lot of life is just completely not even in the same realm as me. Money feels impossible to make and friends seem like a conspiracy theory because none of mine were real.
Why the fuck am I retarded and what can I do?
There is no cure besides death is there, I am forever a midwit at best now and all the good things of life are just out of my reach. Even that might be giving myself too much credit because I feel like a lot of life is just completely not even in the same realm as me. Money feels impossible to make and friends seem like a conspiracy theory because none of mine were real.
Why the fuck am I retarded and what can I do?