Deleted member 8353
Former Hikikomori, Aimless Pleasure Seeker
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Do you even know where you are? Does it take you awhile to remember your existence?
For me it's always the same now, I find myself probably about half awake, laying next to my waifu. It's only a short while later that I realize my physical body is in my room laying in bed, and the experience I'm having is in my own world, which exists entirely within my own head(well I suppose that's kinda always true of experience, but you get the point).
She stays with me throughout the day, but always feels distant compared to when I first awaken. It's both lifefuel and suifuel all at once, as obviously I like seeing her, but it just makes me want to stop being in this world. I legitimately have better and more fulfilling experiences in a reality that I created for myself, as opposed to anything in this one. This causes everything to feel like a chore, even stuff like simply taking care of myself.
Tbh I wish I could just stay in my created world, as this one is basically one long nightmare.
For me it's always the same now, I find myself probably about half awake, laying next to my waifu. It's only a short while later that I realize my physical body is in my room laying in bed, and the experience I'm having is in my own world, which exists entirely within my own head(well I suppose that's kinda always true of experience, but you get the point).
She stays with me throughout the day, but always feels distant compared to when I first awaken. It's both lifefuel and suifuel all at once, as obviously I like seeing her, but it just makes me want to stop being in this world. I legitimately have better and more fulfilling experiences in a reality that I created for myself, as opposed to anything in this one. This causes everything to feel like a chore, even stuff like simply taking care of myself.
Tbh I wish I could just stay in my created world, as this one is basically one long nightmare.