There's this girl in my class, she's probably the second ugliest in the class (the ugliest also has an awful and pushy personality, but she's getting married, of fucking course).
Anyway, we live not that far away from each other I think cause we take the same bus home sometimes. And we spoke on that bus a few times, cause not speaking would be awkward and weird I guess. (I've learned that the hard way so now I force myself to initiate conversations in stead of pretending "I didn't see them" like I used to do when I was younger).
Anyway, it was just small talk, nothing interesting. Stuff like "how did you do on the test", or "how long did you work on your homework for". We don't know each other well at all, we're just colleagues who have barely spoken to each other (I don't speak to anyone in my class other than for mandatory shit, I'm very avoidant and antisocial).
That's it. That's the extent of all our interactions.But it's the most I've ever spoken to a girl in years. Actually it's most I've ever spoken to a human (other than my parents) in years outside of mandatory stuff like uni.
Haven't even seen her or talked to her since quarantine (so early march), actually even before that. And yet she's the most I've ever interacted with a woman in years so I keep thinking about her for no god damn reason.
Anyway, we live not that far away from each other I think cause we take the same bus home sometimes. And we spoke on that bus a few times, cause not speaking would be awkward and weird I guess. (I've learned that the hard way so now I force myself to initiate conversations in stead of pretending "I didn't see them" like I used to do when I was younger).
Anyway, it was just small talk, nothing interesting. Stuff like "how did you do on the test", or "how long did you work on your homework for". We don't know each other well at all, we're just colleagues who have barely spoken to each other (I don't speak to anyone in my class other than for mandatory shit, I'm very avoidant and antisocial).
That's it. That's the extent of all our interactions.But it's the most I've ever spoken to a girl in years. Actually it's most I've ever spoken to a human (other than my parents) in years outside of mandatory stuff like uni.
Haven't even seen her or talked to her since quarantine (so early march), actually even before that. And yet she's the most I've ever interacted with a woman in years so I keep thinking about her for no god damn reason.
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