When did you realize that nobody cares about you?
I kinda always knew, but the moment that really ripped my soul was on my birthday I think in 2012 when literally on one commented on my wall(that was a big thing back then) despite me commenting on like everyone's wall. No one cared or respected me enough. Felt humiliating. So I just deleted it.
6th grade
Pretty soon in life. I could see that as an ugly boy, no one was interested in me or wondered how I was doing, while girls were always the center of attention no matter how beautiful they were.
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man i remember when facebook was the shit in middle-school it was that time when there was this trend of rage comics and nyan cat etc. basically every evening before my birthday i would constantly check out my facebook wall just when the midnight hits for other people once the midnight hits they get constant barrage of congratulations, funny pictures of them etc.. i would get around 7, 8 messages on my wall while others would get almost always 60+ 70+ (these same people would also go crazy in school when it was their birthday during that day).
I got literally 0. I had a fake account that I used to comment on my wall, but no one else commented so I felt giga embarassed and deleted. I was like 18 not in middle school
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Should have made a list of everyone on your friends list that didn't comment and personally mailed them a post greasy Mexican food steaming log of shit (because you will light the logs on fire for a minute before packaging them)
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when I found out that my "friends" were frequently meeting without me.
The day I dropped out of highschool
I had some semblance of a social life in high school, although it was waning due to things like parties and drinking.
I knew it was going to be virtually over when I left high school.
I remember they used to make plans right infront of me
Can't relate, the only "party" I went to was to help staff watch over some kids, and even then I just sat in the corner watching everyone else have fun.
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They didn't make it that obvious but there were clues which the delusional me chose to ignore. I even had to endure some bullying before they accepted me but it was better than being completely alone.
When i was like 19
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Ah good times.
Even now my cousin meets with friends near the mall which I live close too but we don’t meet. At some point I gave up talking to people.
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was your expectation that someone should have?
Nah, I didn't go to parties, that is why my social life started fading away in the final year of high school, because parties became more and more common and I didn't go to them for various reasons.
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