Welcome to Incels.is - Involuntary Celibate Forum

Welcome! This is a forum for involuntary celibates: people who lack a significant other. Are you lonely and wish you had someone in your life? You're not alone! Join our forum and talk to people just like you.

Venting Where things end , another cope is born

  • Thread starter IamJacksBrokenHeart
  • Start date
IamJacksBrokenHeart

IamJacksBrokenHeart

.
-
Joined
May 7, 2018
Posts
12,879
i never had anything ,
just myself , and some basic necessities , nothing else ..
and even that i am losing rn

never a single friend ,
never even held hands or hugged a girl ,
all my life i was beaten , bullied , laughed at , rejected ...

People disgusted by me ,
coworkers , superiors , classmates making fun of me ,
people talking behind my back , never a good word ..

and i took it , i just ate it up , hid the pain deep inside like a good little slave ,
turned the other cheek like a beta fag ..

My Life like a tragic comedy and i am a statistic , just watching it all pass by from far away ,
lost in my own little world of daydreams of copes ,
distractions , immersion and instant gratification .

Complacent with this low tier , shitty parasitic existence , comfortably numb , too stupid and too lazy to change ,
and i cant blame that on my looks , i can only balem that on my own , my fault that i fucked it up so bad .

But now , there is nothing left , i am getting older ,
and i am realizing that my life is over beyond any hope ,
not a single shimmer of hope , nothing to achieve ...

Thats why i named myself after this guy from fight club ,
my life is literally the same ...
Hidden away from the world in some shitty appartment , just biding my time , consuming useless shit ,
a statistic in Life and deep inside i feel nothing caus i have wasted it all ..
pretending to be a normal person but in the end i am a zombie , just going through the motions without a reason ..

Just self deprecation , thinking i am special when i play this role of some sad little tragic clown ,
meanwhile i am literal human garbage , with zero redeeming qualties ...

i need to find my rage , i need to find my anger again , my Testosterone and my aggression destroyed by depression a long time ago ..
swallowed by nihilism and all thats left is an empthy shell of a human , TOXIC HUMAN WASTE H AHAHAHIHbhykdjhkjdyhkdsjhds

anyway its time to completely lose it , ive had enough of this shitty life ,
enough of this uselkkess shame and regret , this useless fear , this self deprecation , this tragic persona , this beta behaviour ,
i am tired of what i have allowed myself to become

everything is gone now , all that i can do now is dance on my grave
 
I would have been your friend irl.
 

Similar threads

hierophant
Replies
2
Views
156
Lordgoro1
Lordgoro1
Jew Goy Lab Rat
Replies
43
Views
844
Jew Goy Lab Rat
Jew Goy Lab Rat
Michael15651
Replies
18
Views
380
mlcurrycel
mlcurrycel
F
Replies
0
Views
129
Feeshtu
F
NeverEvenBegan
Replies
19
Views
480
Bruce_Bonepresser
Bruce_Bonepresser

Users who are viewing this thread

shape1
shape2
shape3
shape4
shape5
shape6
Back
Top