There was this girl that looked like Nami from One Piece and we hadn't seen each other for months. We said "hi" to each other and after an awakward pause we hugged and began kissing. It felt like heaven. I was a Chad in my dream so I was able to experience an idealized version of romance and intimacy that I cannot have in real life.
Then, I woke up. All the emotions gone. As if they were never there to begin with. It will always bug me how intimacy feels like heaven in dreams but such feelings do not exist in real life. In real life, I am practically emotionless or you could say I have a limited set of emotions that are usually anger, hatred, misery, despair, envy. Those beautiful feelings I experience in my sleep, have never been present in my real life.
I guess it's because you can only feel good when you look like a Chad. Only as Chad can you experience a higher quality of emotions. As an incel, you are limitied by your mind to rage, hatred and envy. Being an incel is a prison for your mind.
Then, I woke up. All the emotions gone. As if they were never there to begin with. It will always bug me how intimacy feels like heaven in dreams but such feelings do not exist in real life. In real life, I am practically emotionless or you could say I have a limited set of emotions that are usually anger, hatred, misery, despair, envy. Those beautiful feelings I experience in my sleep, have never been present in my real life.
I guess it's because you can only feel good when you look like a Chad. Only as Chad can you experience a higher quality of emotions. As an incel, you are limitied by your mind to rage, hatred and envy. Being an incel is a prison for your mind.
