Blackpill Yet another day of nothing

[Septembercel]

Just me, all alone in my living room on the couch.
Stuffed with drugs, sick from all the beer.
Listening to music, thinking about life.
I have never been desired by any woman in my entire life and I will never be.
I wish somebody would love me but I suppose I am an unlovable creature.

 

[Deleted member 11159]

I didn't feel as bad for rotting since it's quarantine until a few days ago when I saw an Instagram story of people from my old highschool at a house party jfl.

 

[Septembercel]

I didn't feel as bad for rotting since it's quarantine until a few days ago when I saw an Instagram story of people from my old highschool at a house party jfl.

I party too, but you will never get any attention at all unless you look good.
I am a very lonely man.

 

[Deleted member 6214]

I feel like this from time to time, but not as much as before. I am numb now.

 

[Deleted member 11159]

I party too, but you will never get any attention at all unless you look good.
I am a very lonely man.

if you're actually invited to normie parties then there's hope.

 

[Septembercel]

I feel like this from time to time, but not as much as before. I am numb now.

I feel numb sometimes too,
The drugs and alcohol help alot.
But now and then a day like this comes when you realize how pathetic you really are.
But it feels even worse knowing you could have done nothing to change it.

 

[goydivision]

my future

if you're actually invited to normie parties then there's hope.

this. if normies care enough about you to drag you along to their sex parties you could still probably ascend with some low tier foid

 

[Sparrow's Song]

Planning your suicide will help you feel a little better.

 

[Septembercel]

if you're actually invited to normie parties then there's hope.

No bro, people would assume I am a normie.
I am NT and got some normie friends.
Girls dont give a fuck, There is no girl interested at me at all.
They are repulsed by my apperence, there are alot of normie subhumans like me.

Planning your suicide will help you feel a little better.

I do not want to kill myself with intention, I would rather live a risky life and die unknowingly.

 

[Deleted member 21768]

This is one reason I really recommend people escaping through something like games.
One reason that I myself haven't been active here for the last few weeks were because I've swallowed up most of my time right now within one game.
Hard to think of all the fuckery while my mind is so preoccupied to even remember my situation. Then I come out of the game and remember where I am and what my life is. Which brings me back here. Then when I'm ready, back plugged into the game for my coping ecstasy.

 

[Deleted member 22572]

 

[Septembercel]

This is one reason I really recommend people escaping through something like games.
One reason that I myself haven't been active here for the last few weeks were because I've swallowed up most of my time right now within one game.
Hard to think of all the fuckery while my mind is so preoccupied to even remember my situation. Then I come out of the game and remember where I am and what my life is. Which brings me back here. Then when I'm ready, back plugged into the game for my coping ecstasy.

Sounds good, I have felt the same sometimes.
Unfortunatly I do not own a gaming PC and can not afford one in the near future.

Was just listening to this song earlier, good song.