IMO if a foid says it was exclusively about the dick it probably wasn't.
I wonder who wrote this...
https://totalfratmove.com/contributors/ is what TSM links to, stands for Total Sorority move
Only the site is listed, so it would have to be one of these:
1) Grace Brassel
2) Grace O'Malley
3) Becca Moore
4) Meg Turner
5) Lauren Woods
Wonder if one will own up to it
TSM said:
date where we spent the whole night talking
Foids on some level are probably repulsed by that kind of interest being paid to them because they want "Chad DGAF" whose attention they need to work to hold.
Also note this part:
I regret letting him kiss me over and over
It's "letting him kiss me" not "kissing him". Before she ever saw his dick, she was already ambivalent about their relationship and not engrossed in foreplay.
She of course contradicts that with this BS:
I wasn’t even in control of my body anymore, it was completely acting on its own accord.
If that were true, she would've said "I regret us kissing" not "letting him kiss me". The latter phrasing reveals she WAS in control of her body, and she was just passively acquiescing to affection, not delivering it herself.
as I introduced myself, I had to stop myself from saying “Hi Ethan, I’m in love with you.” We didn’t stop talking
This isn't how foids talk about guys they're horny for and who make them wet. If this were the case it'd be "Hi Ethan, I want you inside me, I want you to fuck me".
If she's thinking in 'love' instead of 'lust' terms at 'first sight' it's probably because he's an unthreatening (ie "weak") soyboy who makes her feel safe and who she loves like a brother and potential orbiter.
This means that her lack of arousal makes his dick feel small.
Someone with more Chadly attributes but with the same penis size as Ethan would feel like he had a larger penis, because the foid's arousal would tighten her pussy. AROUSAL MAKES VAGINAS HALF AS NARROW - REMEMBER IT
TSM foid said:
I had never been so physically, emotionally, spiritually (crazy, I know) attracted to someone. It’s like I had put on this Earth to find him. I couldn’t want for anything more in a person. There was no jealousy, no possessiveness
This is where my BS detector goes off. Foids tend to actually get jealous/possessive the more they value a guy. If she didn't then she wasn't as "physically" attracted to him as she's letting on.
What she probably means is that he didn't act possessive with her, and this made her feel safe and comfortable. But also unaroused.
She's probably thinking "does this mean he trust me, or just that he's too high-inhib/desperate to convey his distrust?"
TSM foid said:
You could’ve offered me Ryan Gosling on a silver platter and I would’ve said “No, thanks,” and asked for Ethan instead.
I was completely and irrevocably in love.
Pure LARP here this is where you 100% know she's full of shit.
No humility at all here questioning this idea.
I'd find it more believable if she said something like "my chance of cheating on my BF with Gosling felt more like 10% instead of the usual 90% for previous boyfriends" because that's more plausible, that the more you like a guy the less likely you'll risk the relationship via cheaitng. But to claim 100% she wouldn't: she's just trying to virtue-signal.
Notice "and then the pants came off" follows "he pulled away from my driveway after another five hour long date".
This guy AT LEAST two five-hour dates AT HER PLACE without fucking. This is clearly a woman who's not that horny for the guy pre-pants, but she's trying to play it off like it was just the pants-off which caused the apathy: NOPE, not she was already cold.
Notice also this complete disconnect with reality:
TSM foid said:
At this point in my life, I had seen a dick or two or three or more, who knows.
The only way you wouldn't know if you saw 1/2/3/4+ dicks is if you'd seen dozens of them and lost count, so it's hilarious how she'd have the gall to offer single-digit numbers like this.
it just wasn’t enough. I needed actual, physical, DEEP penetration
Foid probably just wants tight/frictionfull penetration which is what happens you have more of with higher-diameter dicks and lower-diameter vaginas.
Vaginas become lower-diameter via foid arousal and this foid just is pretending to be aroused by the guy to a greater degree than she actually was.
The reason this is cope is because she wants to think of herself as someone psychologically attracted to nice-guy soy orbiters who talk to them 10+ hours.
"I'm only turned off because his penis is small" is actually a cope from her: she's pretending to be "shallow" by pretending this is just because she has a DEEP pussy which only a LONG cock can fill: so it's not HER fault, it's just MATH.
Except that's wrong: it IS her fault because she has nurtured a mindset where she's aroused (pussy tightens: dicks feel bigger) by abusive badboys, and unaroused (pussy loosens, high-diameter, low-friction) by attentive "let's talk for hours" guys.
She's confusing her platonic love for this guy (like he's a brother or gay best friend) as being arousal because she thinks the two should be tied, but for her they aren't.
He was obviously hurt by the breakup, and so was I.
He was more hurt: because he knows Chad is rarely hurt by getting broken up with, and rarely gets broken up with for multiple reasons:
1) doesn't even need to be BF/GF to get sex from foids
2) foids will prob just ghost him for occasionally fucking a gigachad but keep him as a backup option
3) even for foids who consider dating, he can ghost them, cheat on them, they'll just get hornier and more competetive for him if they find out
in b4 the expected NAWALT: yes I know for that for 1%of1% of women this element is suppressed enough that you don't behave as much like this, only discussing norms here.
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Foid LARPER continues said:
I felt shallow and selfish for breaking up with the perfect guy just because he had a small dick
She barely feels any regret at all, and what small amount she does, is something she tolerates because she doesn't consider herself at fault. She isn't disregarding a nice guy's personality, it's just like Tinkerbell and Peter Pan or Sprig and Anne : there's just too much of a size gap no matter how much they love each other, right?
Except no: it's NOT just size. What SEEMS to be some immutable dimension is actually a VARIABLE dimension: foid vagina size contracts via arousal, so jerks with 4 inch dicks dicks have bigger dicks to her than nice guys with 5 inch dicks. That's the REAL science folks.
Jerks don't even have their dicks looked at by a foid: they fuck them in the darkness in a maddened lust-frenzy and his 4-inch dick feels HUGE inside her because she instinctively tightens up in arousal at his aggressive and confident manner, built upon confidence from his height/face/muss.
The soy orbiter nice guys go slow and carefully show their penises to a foid in good lighting, which already has her feeling unaroused, and then she gets even less aroused by seeing it's small, just as she expected it to be.
The sexual tension between us is palpable, and we give into it. But every time we go home together I’m reminded of how untrue that is. I tear his clothes off, filled to the brim with desire, only to have all that sexual tension fizzle away when he whips out his two-inch garden snake.
This is a crock of complete shit, pure LARP.
Wasn't true to begin with and especially isn't true later.
I recently deleted his phone number from my phone and blocked him on every social media because I don’t think I can see him or talk to him without wanting to try and work things out.
I may have dumped his dick, but I don’t know if I’ll ever not be in love with the other 99.999 percent of him.
IE "want to let my nice guy orbiter fuck me so I have someone to complain to for hours each day and buy me chocolates"
The sexual tensions is completely one-sided though.
On his part probably due to lack of options, which proves he wasn't Chad and she didn't like him.