I literally cant do anything without my parents complaining in some way. Oh i have some fun in my sad life and play videogames with brocels ? Uh uh, gotta complain and bascially tell me that im a worthless piece of hit and need to go outside. I asked them why i should go outside and they werent able to provide me a proper reason to go outside. My father expects me to go outside alone. He doesnt know its like to be alone your whole life and that its taking an extreme mental toll to be alone all the time, he is so used to do everything with his wife/my mom that he likes to do stuff alone sometimes. All my parents do is complain, no matter what the fuck i do and then they wonder why i almost never write or visit them. Luckily i see these scumbags only once a month and my grandma is pretty chill, even though her paranoia and dementia annoy me sometimes. And even she wanted me to go outside after i stayed at home for a week straight, the only time i went outside udring that week was when i was forced to clean my car, fortunately she was much less persistant about it then my parents
