SuicideFuel My neighbour recorded me jerking off and showed it to his GF and friends

[wastedcodeine]

This is something that had a major impact on my life and mental state.

Back when I was around 15 I was at school and my neighbour's GF came up to me and asked if I lived beside him. I said yes and she started laughing and went to one of her guy friends and told him something. Later I found out through an acquaintance what she told him. Apparently one night he was in his backyard and saw me jerking off through the window so he recorded it and showed it to a bunch of people.

I never told my parents this because of how embarrassing it was + it would be pointless it would be because I couldn't really prove it.

Since this happened I've always been extremely paranoid about people seeing me through the windows doing anything and ALWAYS need to have the blinds down at night because I feel like people are watching me.

Have any of you guys had a similar thing happen to you where it basically destroyed you mentally (besjdes being blackpilled I guess)?

 

[elliotmaxxer]

IF THIS HAPPENED TO A FOID THIS WOULD END UP ON THE NEWS AND THE PERSON WHO DID THAT WOULD RECEIVE SO MUCH BACKLASH NIGGA WTF I FEEL BAD FOR YOU

 

[ItsovERfucks]

Me personally, I'm getting revenge

 

[wastedcodeine]

IF THIS HAPPENED TO A FOID THIS WOULD END UP ON THE NEWS AND THE PERSON WHO DID THAT WOULD RECEIVE SO MUCH BACKLASH NIGGA WTF I FEEL BAD FOR YOU

Legit. Instead I'm completely mentally fucked and can't ever tell anybody IRL this since it's so embarrassing. If I was a girl who got raped or something it would be better since I would get some type of support.

 

[ItsovERfucks]

And normies will continue to call us vile individuals

 

[Stupid Clown]

IF THIS HAPPENED TO A FOID THIS WOULD END UP ON THE NEWS AND THE PERSON WHO DID THAT WOULD RECEIVE SO MUCH BACKLASH NIGGA WTF I FEEL BAD FOR YOU

 

[Stupid Clown]

And normies will continue to call us vile individuals

 

[wastedcodeine]

Me personally, I'm getting revenge

I knew if I did anything I would get in trouble and would have no valid excuse besides telling the truth which would be extremely embarrassing. I'm literally twitching typing this thinking back to that feeling after finding out.

 

[THE TRUE DIGLET]

Legit. Instead I'm completely mentally fucked and can't ever tell anybody IRL this since it's so embarrassing. If I was a girl who got raped or something it would be better since I would get some type of support.

If they want to watch you jerk off then just go up to them and nut all over them

 

[wastedcodeine]

If they want to watch you jerk off then just go up to them and nut all over them

 

[decafincel]

Why tf would you jerk your wee wee with the curtains open

 

[wastedcodeine]

Why tf would you jerk your wee wee with the curtains open

I didn't think about it (and even if I did I wouldn't assume anyone could actually see me where I was)

 

[SociallyStupid]

Apparently one night he was in his backyard and saw me jerking off through the window so he recorded it and showed it to a bunch of people.

That's child porn and he could go to jail for it. If you can prove it you should have good chances to ruin his life.

 

[wastedcodeine]

That's child porn and he could go to jail for it. If you can prove it you should have good chances to ruin his life.

It was like 7 years ago so nowadays I couldn't do shit. Even if I wanted to do something at the time I would just end up embarrassing myself and nothing would probably happen anyways.

 

[Lawrence]

he was in his backyard and saw me jerking off through the window so he recorded it

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Wait, what?- That guy is half a fag, seriously.- Recording another dude wanking off?- Who does that!?

I ask anyone here-- what would your first reaction be if you accidentally saw something like that?- You'd instinctively turn away!- There's no way you'd stick around and record -it, OMG

Seriously, if your neighbor is not instantly repulsed by seeing something like that, he's as queer as a 3-dollar-bill.
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[wastedcodeine]

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Wait, what?- That guy is half a fag, seriously.- Recording another dude wanking off?- Who does that!?

I ask anyone here-- what would your first reaction be if you accidentally saw something like that?- You'd instinctively turn away!- There's no way you'd stick around and record -it, OMG

Seriously, if your neighbor is not instantly repulsed by seeing something like that, he's as queer as a 3-dollar-bill.
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It was probably just for social points or some shit since most people in my grade knew me and didn't wanna be associated with me since I was constantly bullied

 

[supersoldier]

When i was in college for the first time i had to live in some partially abandoned building not suitable for living (it was old workers club or something, not it's a sports hall) and i had to live with 1 normie and 1 MTN, they made fun of me occasionally and one day they took my smartphone when i was asleep and messaged a lot of college girls using my account, it destroyed me mentally.

 

[Fat Link]

Be glad he hasn’t come back and put a candy bar on your pillow.

 

[wastedcodeine]

When i was in college for the first time i had to live in some partially abandoned building not suitable for living (it was old workers club or something, not it's a sports hall) and i had to live with 1 normie and 1 MTN, they made fun of me occasionally and one day they took my smartphone when i was asleep and messaged a lot of college girls using my account, it destroyed me mentally.

Holy shit that's brutal. I had a roomate take my phone one time and I was paranoid that they would see an embarrassing notification or some shit and freaked out. I couldn't imagine another person having access to my phone

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

 

[supersoldier]

Holy shit that's brutal. I had a roomate take my phone one time and I was paranoid that they would see an embarrassing notification or some shit and freaked out. I couldn't imagine another person having access to my phone

Then people say "why are you so paranoid?"
You must be paranoid around these creatures

 

[InceldianWarrior]

That guy is half a fag, seriously.- Recording another dude wanking off?- Who does that!?

 

[Fifita]

Patience is a virtue and strike back when this Pedo least expects it

 

[wastedcodeine]

Patience is a virtue and strike back when this Pedo least expects it

He moved away now and I got no idea where he lives. I think my Dad said he's married now or something

 

[zephyr]

Have any of you guys had a similar thing happen to you where it basically destroyed you mentally?

During my late 20s. I Wanked once infront of a sort of open Upstairs Bathroom Window during the daytime. (I was looking down at the Bowl the whole time seeing no reflection) Not long after I finished (I have ejaculatory anhedonia so I didn't feel anything the entire process) I heard my mid 20s neighbour's GF say "Close the Window next time"

I remember being offended. The angle was soooooo acute.

I haven't done anything like that since.

 

[wastedcodeine]

During my late 20s. I Wanked once infront of a sort of open Upstairs Bathroom Window during the daytime. (I was looking down at the Bowl the whole time seeing no reflection) Not long after I finished (I have ejaculatory anhedonia so I didn't feel anything the entire process) I heard my mid 20s neighbour's GF say "Close the Window next time"

I remember being offended. The angle was soooooo acute.

I haven't done anything like that since.

I missed the "wanked" part at first so I was really confused reading this lol. This is giga suifuel man omfg I'm cringing so hard thinking about this happening to me

 

[Biowaste Removal]

You should've taught that faggot a lesson (in videogame) and claim self-defense because you were a minor (in GTA online)

 

[Profligate]

Why the fuck you didn't have your curtains shut. Retard.

 

[wastedcodeine]

Why the fuck you didn't have your curtains shut. Retard.

I honestly don't know the exact day when it would've happened but I know for a fact there were a few times where I was in my living room at night jerking off where the curtains weren't closed. I just never thought about it at the time

 

[Friezacel]

I wonder if someone ever saw me through the windows while doing the deed

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

Absolute fucking cunt. She deserves to get beaten for doing that. Sorry this happened to you. Were you ever able to get back at her?

 

[wastedcodeine]

Absolute fucking cunt. She deserves to get beaten for doing that. Sorry this happened to you. Were you ever able to get back at her?

It was a guy but no because if I did anything I wouldn't be able to explain it without embarrassing myself

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

It was a guy but no because if I did anything I wouldn't be able to explain it without embarrassing myself

I get that. It is really embarrassing. I remember reading that some kid in middle school was jerking off in the bathroom. Another kid heard it and started recording it. He uploaded it to soycial media and shared it around the school. The students later identified who it was and picked on him for it. The kid who was caught jerking off ended up eating a 12 gauge slug a week after it was surfacing around. People are fucking EVIL.

 

[wastedcodeine]

I get that. It is really embarrassing. I remember reading that some kid in middle school was jerking off in the bathroom. Another kid heard it and started recording it. He uploaded it to soycial media and shared it around the school. The students later identified who it was and picked on him for it. The kid who was caught jerking off ended up eating a 12 gauge slug a week after it was surfacing around. People are fucking EVIL.

If he actually sent thay video of me to people and it spread I might've ropped tbh I couldn't imagine how bad that would feel

 

[La Grande Infamie]

But WE’RE the problem, of course.

 

[wastedcodeine]

But WE’RE the problem, of course.

Maybe if I took 8374638 showers per day while using tactical soap this wouldn't have happened

 

[edgelordcel]

over. break his windows

 

[Jud Pottah]

Me personally, I'm getting revenge

Sulfuric acid

 

[92 drowsiness?]

And normies will continue to call us vile individuals

 

[Emba]

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Wait, what?- That guy is half a fag, seriously.- Recording another dude wanking off?- Who does that!?

I ask anyone here-- what would your first reaction be if you accidentally saw something like that?- You'd instinctively turn away!- There's no way you'd stick around and record -it, OMG

Seriously, if your neighbor is not instantly repulsed by seeing something like that, he's as queer as a 3-dollar-bill.
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I'm inclined to concur!

Fag behavior 100%!

 

[Regressive]

famous coomer

 

[ihatetheworld]

holy shit dude , really proves how fucking selfish they are , hope ur good now brocel

 

[JuliusEvola]

Me personally, I'm getting revenge

you should've thrown bricks through his windows

 

[VλREN]

“YO THERES A GUY JERKING OFF AM GOING TO FLIM IT AND SHOW MY FRIENDS FOR SOME REASON BECAUSE AM TOTALLY NOT A FAGGOT OR ANYTHING”

Apparently this happens a lot

 

[wastedcodeine]

holy shit dude , really proves how fucking selfish they are , hope ur good now brocel

I never thought it had an effect on but but over time I realized it deeply contributed to my paranoia and lack of trust in others. Obviously I've had a ton of other things happen that contributed to it as well but this is one of the biggest ones.

 

[wastedcodeine]

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