Serious When Was The First Time You Thought About Killing Yourself?

[ElijahCel]

I personally had very depressive episodes at the ages of 18, 19 and 20. And not a single bitch helped me. Noone was even curious, noone wanted to listen. I guess after all this shit you just become apathetic enough to not GAF.

 

[Clavicus Vile]

13 years old.

 

[VideoGameCoper]

I thought about it at age 13 and seriously had a plan at age 15 and then again at 16. I've been coping ever since because my health issues got a lot better.

 

[Ellsworth]

When I was very young kid. Maybe preteen. I would sometimes take my mom’s biggest kitchen knife and put it next to my abdomen and think about plunging it in. Once I also took like 4 aspirin thinking that would do something lol, as a kid I didn’t know. Then in my early 20s I thought about shooting myself in the head with a shotgun.

 

[nystagmuscel]

I was age 11 and puberty had begun to kick my ass

 

[dead.ahead]

~15 years old at the start of high school is when I was the most suicidal. Went on and off for my whole stay in HS.

When I was very young kid. Maybe preteen. I would sometimes take my mom’s biggest kitchen knife and put it next to my abdomen and think about plunging it in.

Tried that in my senior year of HS when I was shoveled with exams and homework and my grades were plummeting. It was too scary and I backed out of it pretty quickly, though.

 

[Regressive]

cant recall.....many years/faggeries have passed