tulasdanslos
East though, they heading to the East
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...somebody with a great chasm between my personal beliefs and actual reality?
In clinical terms, am I psychotic?
I don't think I am, then again, only a sane man can recognize insanity. Its sufferer can only imagine they're okay.
My friend told me he reads psychology and psychiatry as a cope and that I don't have just a psychotic break from many years ago that I won't detail here for obvious reasons, he says I am clearly psychotic and in danger of being labeled a schizophrenic.
I'm fucking autistic, I know that, but I need a third opinion on my psyche. How the fuck can my beautiful mind be psychotic? I am the one holding the truth, I am the one who needs to be replicated, validated, bred, respected, imitated, modeled after, worshipped even. These are my true feelings and my celibacy confronts with them, but I thought I was blackpilled enough to know the nature of the world, instead I have fallen so hard I committed self harm a few days ago, just to feel something... I felt absolutely nothing.
In clinical terms, am I psychotic?
I don't think I am, then again, only a sane man can recognize insanity. Its sufferer can only imagine they're okay.
My friend told me he reads psychology and psychiatry as a cope and that I don't have just a psychotic break from many years ago that I won't detail here for obvious reasons, he says I am clearly psychotic and in danger of being labeled a schizophrenic.
I'm fucking autistic, I know that, but I need a third opinion on my psyche. How the fuck can my beautiful mind be psychotic? I am the one holding the truth, I am the one who needs to be replicated, validated, bred, respected, imitated, modeled after, worshipped even. These are my true feelings and my celibacy confronts with them, but I thought I was blackpilled enough to know the nature of the world, instead I have fallen so hard I committed self harm a few days ago, just to feel something... I felt absolutely nothing.