Hoppipolla
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I dunno, maybe I'm speaking rubbish atm, lol
I just almost feel like in a moment maybe I'll wake up and actually all this was a dream and I'm still 10 years old or something.
Goodness knows why. Maybe on some level I thought things would never change, you know?
My mum actually died a couple of years back and that's probably part of what's doing it. Things just feel a bit surreal when your entire formative years things were a certain way and now as an adult they're totally different.
I don't know how other people handle it so well!
Maybe the better the life you have as an adult is - especially socially - the more you can move on from past memories at least to some healthy degree.
Sorry, bit of a heavy one! Losing a parent is really not easy but yeah erm... make the most of having them around while you can!
I just almost feel like in a moment maybe I'll wake up and actually all this was a dream and I'm still 10 years old or something.
Goodness knows why. Maybe on some level I thought things would never change, you know?
My mum actually died a couple of years back and that's probably part of what's doing it. Things just feel a bit surreal when your entire formative years things were a certain way and now as an adult they're totally different.
I don't know how other people handle it so well!
Maybe the better the life you have as an adult is - especially socially - the more you can move on from past memories at least to some healthy degree.
Sorry, bit of a heavy one! Losing a parent is really not easy but yeah erm... make the most of having them around while you can!