Floof
Greycel
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- Joined
- Apr 6, 2020
- Posts
- 6
I am tired. So tired of this false hope bullshit. You have people saying all it takes is a little work. All it takes is a little time. Some people have it harder but everyone gets there. Bullshit. I am stupid, but not blind, and not stupid enough to ignore what's in front of me. I'm ugly, I am short, and I have the worse of both white and black features. I am doomed. Doomed to a life of poverty and a life of solidarity. Every time I give into foids advice and be confident, and put in the work. They get angry, they get upset. Like "How dare you EVEN THINK about trying to improve. We were just being nice." If crying wasn't beat out of my by my stepfather I would be doing it right now. I am done with it all. The lies to myself, and the lies I am told. I don't want to be lied to anymore.