So landlord was supposed to comr yesterday. Didnt come. I didnt go to work yesterday. She thought landlord maycome today.but he didnt. I had work at 9:30 am. Showed up at 9:52 am , but i signed my self in and put 9:30 am. At 11 am i get a call, and my mom asked if i closed the water (garden) i said yes. She thens asks where iam, i said work, she then said why i didnt tell her i was going to work, the landlord may come, and i said ill go back, so i did.
WHen she finished owrk at 4:30 pm , when she arrived she started saying how much stress i give her, and how better her life would be without having a child, and how if she knew it was this hard it would have been beter if she hadn't had one.
And yesterday she said a similar thing, but she said you can go home to your dad, and i believe she said if you wanna walk out and go, then go (maybe the day before yesterday) she also mentiined how much i like to argue. This arguing she talk about is me working with my brain (making task easier and more efficent, (even at work i would tell persons how they could make work easier, they respomd with "gabriel with the brains (not quoted correctly))
Kee0 in my i dont even yell, and i barerly, rare get mad, i dont use swear words talking to her. Even when she said she regrets giving birth to me (not her first time btw) i never responded in a rude way, didnt bitch, didnt cry, didnt show any body responce, i continued as if it never happened, as if any other day.
Obviously, being blackpilled, means i already know the answer, its simple: im ugly thats why, i am unttrative thats why, i am replusive thats why. I am ugly in the inside and the outside. Ive heard how my mom talks about this 2 twin borthers both 6'4 (they are racist) and how had they work, and how i dont help people. Have seen her bring that guy was atleast 6'7-6'9 (who looks latino), and how she smiles and laughs, talking w8th him.
So glad im blackpilled.
Has anyone else expriece this
WHen she finished owrk at 4:30 pm , when she arrived she started saying how much stress i give her, and how better her life would be without having a child, and how if she knew it was this hard it would have been beter if she hadn't had one.
And yesterday she said a similar thing, but she said you can go home to your dad, and i believe she said if you wanna walk out and go, then go (maybe the day before yesterday) she also mentiined how much i like to argue. This arguing she talk about is me working with my brain (making task easier and more efficent, (even at work i would tell persons how they could make work easier, they respomd with "gabriel with the brains (not quoted correctly))
Kee0 in my i dont even yell, and i barerly, rare get mad, i dont use swear words talking to her. Even when she said she regrets giving birth to me (not her first time btw) i never responded in a rude way, didnt bitch, didnt cry, didnt show any body responce, i continued as if it never happened, as if any other day.
Obviously, being blackpilled, means i already know the answer, its simple: im ugly thats why, i am unttrative thats why, i am replusive thats why. I am ugly in the inside and the outside. Ive heard how my mom talks about this 2 twin borthers both 6'4 (they are racist) and how had they work, and how i dont help people. Have seen her bring that guy was atleast 6'7-6'9 (who looks latino), and how she smiles and laughs, talking w8th him.
So glad im blackpilled.
Has anyone else expriece this
