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I HAVE DIVINE MISSION TO PATTAYAMAXX BEFORE IM 30
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Like, even if I wanted to I dont even know how to have normal life. Like people going to restaurants together, going to events. Friends talking to eachother. Jfl this is so alien to me I never had anything like this my entire life so I dont even know how to be normal. Im in my late 20s and I dont know how to be a normal human even if I could.
In my spare time, I watch few youtube couples. Those types that go to countries and record what they do. Out of interest I like watching them and see how normal people act, jfl I dont understand its like another world to me. Like I would never be able to live in a life like that so I already know its over for me. I will never be normal like that, I cant talk normally, I cant even imagine going to restaurant with people or some shit like that which normies do. Jfl the normie behaviour is so foreign to me. I guess its part of being an autist but still.
Like I have no normal behavior patterns. I dont know how people make friends, how to talk to people. Everytime I tried to talk to someone they just hate me for no reason. I know now why. If not for this shit genes I could have learned how to have a normal life but now my life is reduced to being stuck in my tiny ass room and wagecuck for god knows what.
Every since I was a child I had nothing but negative reinforcements 24/7. Everywhere. My school, first job, first friends. The only few friends I keep touch with are all autist fucks or extremists. Jfl one of my friend is probably dead idk I think he converted to extreme islam havent heard from him he probably died in Syria or some shit.
When I tried having normal friend group they just made fun of me in the back, I was too bluepilled to see how they fucking treated me like shit jfl now I see. It was pretty funny jfl being so bluepilled.
Ngl though, I was most happy when I was bluepilled. At least I believed in something that it will get better with time jfl. Its so fucking funny being bluepilled I remember doing SO MUCH STUPID SHIT when I was bluepilled jfl omfg
I remember talking to women in clubs and they looked at me like I was subhuman jfl but I was too drunk to be embarrassed so I was talking to them anyway it was so funny when they threw me out of the club it was first time I became blackpilled and started my blackpill journey from there. I learned the truth through life experience. That is how I know blackpill is the truth, I have LIVED THE BLACKPILL.
Normies just dont fucking understand, that blackpill is not some philosophy or believes. WE ARE LIVING THE BLACKPILL. OUR LIFE IS THE FUCKING BLACKPILL. Normies dont fucking understand this because they never experience the full blackpill.
Idk, its so over. Even if I somehow try fix my life, I still have no idea how to live a normal life, go to places, make friends, talk to people, etc, etc, etc... I only know how to be miserable jfl
its over buddy boyos.
I had great plans but I realized im too fucking lazy and tired to do anything so its over. But I dont want to kill myself yet or die because I am still a virgin and I dont fucking wanna die a virgin at late 20s jfl. Idk what to do. Maybe I will go thailand, maybe iwth some other cels. Thats my dream anyway.
In my spare time, I watch few youtube couples. Those types that go to countries and record what they do. Out of interest I like watching them and see how normal people act, jfl I dont understand its like another world to me. Like I would never be able to live in a life like that so I already know its over for me. I will never be normal like that, I cant talk normally, I cant even imagine going to restaurant with people or some shit like that which normies do. Jfl the normie behaviour is so foreign to me. I guess its part of being an autist but still.
Like I have no normal behavior patterns. I dont know how people make friends, how to talk to people. Everytime I tried to talk to someone they just hate me for no reason. I know now why. If not for this shit genes I could have learned how to have a normal life but now my life is reduced to being stuck in my tiny ass room and wagecuck for god knows what.
Every since I was a child I had nothing but negative reinforcements 24/7. Everywhere. My school, first job, first friends. The only few friends I keep touch with are all autist fucks or extremists. Jfl one of my friend is probably dead idk I think he converted to extreme islam havent heard from him he probably died in Syria or some shit.
When I tried having normal friend group they just made fun of me in the back, I was too bluepilled to see how they fucking treated me like shit jfl now I see. It was pretty funny jfl being so bluepilled.
Ngl though, I was most happy when I was bluepilled. At least I believed in something that it will get better with time jfl. Its so fucking funny being bluepilled I remember doing SO MUCH STUPID SHIT when I was bluepilled jfl omfg
I remember talking to women in clubs and they looked at me like I was subhuman jfl but I was too drunk to be embarrassed so I was talking to them anyway it was so funny when they threw me out of the club it was first time I became blackpilled and started my blackpill journey from there. I learned the truth through life experience. That is how I know blackpill is the truth, I have LIVED THE BLACKPILL.
Normies just dont fucking understand, that blackpill is not some philosophy or believes. WE ARE LIVING THE BLACKPILL. OUR LIFE IS THE FUCKING BLACKPILL. Normies dont fucking understand this because they never experience the full blackpill.
Idk, its so over. Even if I somehow try fix my life, I still have no idea how to live a normal life, go to places, make friends, talk to people, etc, etc, etc... I only know how to be miserable jfl
its over buddy boyos.
I had great plans but I realized im too fucking lazy and tired to do anything so its over. But I dont want to kill myself yet or die because I am still a virgin and I dont fucking wanna die a virgin at late 20s jfl. Idk what to do. Maybe I will go thailand, maybe iwth some other cels. Thats my dream anyway.