RealSchizo
5'5 genetic garbage, autistic, abused dog,gamercel
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I am afraid of falling asleep and dreaming about deprived things that break my moral code. Inceldom and bullying completely crippled my brain and I cannot even sleep without dreaming about past traumas or me doing shit that I'd never do in real life.
If I dream its usually disturbing events a lot of them I cannot recall since dreams are easy to forget but its beyond brutal when 80% of your dreams are negative. What's even more brutal is that all dreams have interpretation and when I look them up it always has to do with something awful that happened to me in the past.
When I am not asleep I can't calm my brain down but when I sleep I dream about the worst things imaginable. Is there any solution ? I feel like my life is done or perhaps I will die soon.
If I dream its usually disturbing events a lot of them I cannot recall since dreams are easy to forget but its beyond brutal when 80% of your dreams are negative. What's even more brutal is that all dreams have interpretation and when I look them up it always has to do with something awful that happened to me in the past.
When I am not asleep I can't calm my brain down but when I sleep I dream about the worst things imaginable. Is there any solution ? I feel like my life is done or perhaps I will die soon.