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Ihatemyself556
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- Mar 10, 2022
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Just think about it, if i die today, no one is going to care, the sun is still gonna rise/set, the rivers are still going to be flowing, cars are still going to be travelling in the highway, people are still going to party,drink have fun. Only thing is that my parents are prolly gonna cry for a few weeks then forget about me. And life is just going to be normal for them even after I die. I am currently in a very bad state of inceldom, no girlfriend, barely any friends, my Grades are shit, I have suicidal thoughts everyday, family neglects me.
Why should I continue to live? Anyways, everyone is going to die someday, I really wish i was high iq, even if i was born with bad looks, at least if i was smart and got good grades i could have carreermaxxed myself and could have made something out of my life. Now im too depressed to even pick up a pen and start writing. I really hate this life, My only hope is God
The only reason why i have not roped yet is because I'm scared whats going to happen to me after death, and I don't know how to, Guns are not legal where I live, I do not know how to tie a rope properly, and I don't want to jump from a 20 story building cause I don't want to cause a scene.
Why should I continue to live? Anyways, everyone is going to die someday, I really wish i was high iq, even if i was born with bad looks, at least if i was smart and got good grades i could have carreermaxxed myself and could have made something out of my life. Now im too depressed to even pick up a pen and start writing. I really hate this life, My only hope is God
The only reason why i have not roped yet is because I'm scared whats going to happen to me after death, and I don't know how to, Guns are not legal where I live, I do not know how to tie a rope properly, and I don't want to jump from a 20 story building cause I don't want to cause a scene.