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nowiff
Rotting forever
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- Joined
- Nov 19, 2021
- Posts
- 34
I am decent looking, decent height and quite lean but despite all of this, I act extremely not NT in public and people think I'm weird and autistic. I'm currently pursuing a degree but I'm failing all of my classes and I'm aging a little. No one talks to me, not even men because of how autistic I act. If anyone does, I literally stutter and can't hold eye contact. My haircut looks off and I come to class light because I can't manage my time.
I've lurked here since 2020, made an account on 2021 and the year is about to become 2024. Nothing has changed. I take showers, I do skincare, I workout and yet, some manlet will do better socialising because he can talk without looking like an autist.
I'm afraid I can't change, nor will I ever find a partner at this rate.
Everyone else can just fit in? Everyone can constantly be happy and laugh at the most unfunny basic shit and im here rotting. Life just isn't fucking fair
I've lurked here since 2020, made an account on 2021 and the year is about to become 2024. Nothing has changed. I take showers, I do skincare, I workout and yet, some manlet will do better socialising because he can talk without looking like an autist.
I'm afraid I can't change, nor will I ever find a partner at this rate.
Everyone else can just fit in? Everyone can constantly be happy and laugh at the most unfunny basic shit and im here rotting. Life just isn't fucking fair