[Serious] I am sick of this life, cannot stand anymore...

mentalcel

mentalcel

Baldingcel, wristcel, fatcel
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Nov 16, 2017
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There is no point in even living it. I haven't seen a humanbeing for the last 20 days. I haven't hugged anyone, kissed anyone, had sex, haven't laughed. I don't see any point in just sitting at home and eating, sleeping and repeating it. I don't have a driving license or car. I am soon 30 and have no life. I still keep my social medias so that I see my old friends old getting relations and many already got married. Some had children. I am getting suicidal. There no point of living this life but roping is also hard. There is this minimal hope but I don't even know why I have it or what is it for. Some part of me says I should have roped already by this age other says no wait until 40. Anyone is same situation?
 
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yeshuallah

Overlord
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Jun 25, 2019
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There is no point in even living it. I haven't seen a humanbeing for the last 20 days. I haven't hugged anyone, kissed anyone, had sex, haven't laughed. I don't see any point in just sitting at home and eating, sleeping and repeating it. I don't have a driving license or car. I am soon 30 and have no life. I still keep my social medias so that I see my old friends old getting relations and many already got married. Some had children. There no point of living this life but roping is also hard. There is this minimal hope but I don't even know why I have it or what is it for. Some part of me says I should have roped already by this age other says no wait until 40. Anyone is same situation?
looks like a shit way to live tbh thats sad
 
2 Betrayals

2 Betrayals

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Sep 2, 2019
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Don’t go out alone. Why should they be happy while your are miserable?
 
LastGerman

LastGerman

Ubermenschcel
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Nov 2, 2018
12,487
There is no point in even living it. I haven't seen a humanbeing for the last 20 days. I haven't hugged anyone, kissed anyone, had sex, haven't laughed.
Did you at least drove a car?
 
Bangkok or bust

Bangkok or bust

A face that doesn't fit in
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Mar 22, 2018
2,453
I was literally housebound from 24 to 35. I was NEET for large periods of it, only contact was with mental health professions. I pissed away over a decade of my prime sitting in a dark flat addictted to the internet. I'm 42 now, and the last 6 years have been just as unproductive as the last 10.

I'm living like Sodini, but with a super lower status job (part time). He did his deed at age 48.
 
JackBurton

JackBurton

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Nov 27, 2017
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People are disgusted by our mere presence!

There is nothing for us out there, unless you go to a plastic surgery clinic.
 
Vermilioncore

Vermilioncore

permavirgin failure
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Apr 19, 2019
11,503
In all honesty roping is all that's left
 
zangano1

zangano1

The truest of cels
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Nov 8, 2017
17,661
I am getting suicidal.
you are a 30 year old friendless kisless virgin and you are just getting suicidal? you should have roped long ago, how do you cope this hard?
 
starystulejarz

starystulejarz

27 years old khfl slavcel neetcel (11yrs+) virgin
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May 2, 2018
4,790
i'm the same since i've been 24 but in recent year it become unbearable
you are a 30 year old friendless kisless virgin and you are just getting suicidal? you should have roped long ago, how do you cope this hard?
i was coping with games, porn/camwhores and movies till i was 24 then i got depressed so 7 years of neet life without much of depression just bad anxiety
 
Emba

Emba

Klaatu Barada Niktu :€
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May 19, 2019
11,873
brutal man maybe try blueberries
I tried growing blueberries. They died. Too hot over here for them... They require a cool bog to do well.

At least i get a lot of BlackBerrys! No work either! They're just there! So that's mice... (...food. Good thing i have cats...)
 
Warmest Black

Warmest Black

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Nov 8, 2017
5,971
I wish I knew you guys irl. Would propose to do lsd together.
 
Emba

Emba

Klaatu Barada Niktu :€
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May 19, 2019
11,873
This, I'd be OK with doing LSD with ya'll.
I prefer mushrooms or peyote.
I don't trust (((chemicals))).

Jk. I'd rather be staying clean and sober! That drug stuff is for younger people!
 
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Haywire

Overlord
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Mar 19, 2018
6,141
OP yes about same here. we werent meant to live like this alone and rotting.

I was literally housebound from 24 to 35. I was NEET for large periods of it, only contact was with mental health professions. I pissed away over a decade of my prime sitting in a dark flat addictted to the internet. I'm 42 now, and the last 6 years have been just as unproductive as the last 10.

I'm living like Sodini, but with a super lower status job (part time). He did his deed at age 48.
35 here about same but no job. nothing really to say but this is just hell.
 
GreaseCel

GreaseCel

Banned
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May 19, 2019
4,585
That is the situation in this entire forum. You are among your own, brother.
 
The Abyss

The Abyss

Aspergerscel. Cope 'til you rope.
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Jul 27, 2018
4,304
There is no point in even living it. I haven't seen a humanbeing for the last 20 days. I haven't hugged anyone, kissed anyone, had sex, haven't laughed. I don't see any point in just sitting at home and eating, sleeping and repeating it. I don't have a driving license or car. I am soon 30 and have no life. I still keep my social medias so that I see my old friends old getting relations and many already got married. Some had children. I am getting suicidal. There no point of living this life but roping is also hard. There is this minimal hope but I don't even know why I have it or what is it for. Some part of me says I should have roped already by this age other says no wait until 40. Anyone is same situation?
33, only go out if I need to, no friends, no familial contact other than the father I live with, no savings, can drive at least, Asperger's, social phobia, arm fucking hurts at the elbow often so PC gaming is limited compared to before. No job, wtf is this.
 
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RobustManlet

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Jun 17, 2019
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You have depression and your brain is low on feel-good hormones. First you need to fix that, then your outlook on life changes drastically. I'm 27 and was like you until a few years ago. I can give you some advice.
 
alone

alone

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Jul 8, 2018
2,058
You have depression and your brain is low on feel-good hormones. First you need to fix that, then your outlook on life changes drastically. I'm 27 and was like you until a few years ago. I can give you some advice.
how to fix it ?>
 
Arthas93

Arthas93

Always remember that we all will die.
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Apr 16, 2018
2,095
OP be strong, I will pray for God to help you.
 
RandomGuy

RandomGuy

Major
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Feb 20, 2018
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I was literally housebound from 24 to 35. I was NEET for large periods of it, only contact was with mental health professions. I pissed away over a decade of my prime sitting in a dark flat addictted to the internet. I'm 42 now, and the last 6 years have been just as unproductive as the last 10.

I'm living like Sodini, but with a super lower status job (part time). He did his deed at age 48.
same

A little over 10 years and another 6 years monk mode hermit. Total of 16 years isolation with no fam and no friends.
 
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