I can't sleep. I'm trapped in this misery, unable to control my life. There's no escape but the only one and I can feel my body rotting. Extreme chest pain, then my teeth I can feel rotting out, my hair falling out. I know my time is limited. I beat myself, stab myself, I just hate myself so much but I hate the people who did this to me. It's not fair, I'm stuck in this misery, trapped with no escape as I slowly die. I hate every last fucking worthless animal and their mindless fucking moralistic dogma they don't even believe in.
