I thought it would heal in half a year, it didn't... my body is worthless in regards to healing capabilities
After gambling away my salary while outdoors and being depressed over other things, I went into a public bathroom and used my toothed swiss knife (Only knife I had) to cut my arm, I just wanted to see some blood and maybe feel some pain to get an experience of reality. I also tried to punch myself as hard as possible to get a nose bleed.
Im not some edgy teenager and I do not support self harm in anyway, I just wanted to see my own blood, is that weird?
anyways it was a mistake since my parents have pointed it out many times and I need to always wear long sleeved shirts to cover it up while in school
wish I had done it near my wrist so I could were a watch. now it just looks like I'm some edgy teenager that does self harm. fuck me, cannot do anything about the past
After gambling away my salary while outdoors and being depressed over other things, I went into a public bathroom and used my toothed swiss knife (Only knife I had) to cut my arm, I just wanted to see some blood and maybe feel some pain to get an experience of reality. I also tried to punch myself as hard as possible to get a nose bleed.
Im not some edgy teenager and I do not support self harm in anyway, I just wanted to see my own blood, is that weird?
anyways it was a mistake since my parents have pointed it out many times and I need to always wear long sleeved shirts to cover it up while in school
wish I had done it near my wrist so I could were a watch. now it just looks like I'm some edgy teenager that does self harm. fuck me, cannot do anything about the past
