It was over for me ever since I was born, but I didn't know that when I was young. I think if I developed an addiction to porn the moment I could get hard, then I wouldn't have had such a traumatic and wasted bluepilled phase from my teens to 20s. It would be fucking awesome to have had a ton of porn when it mattered most. Back then, porn was harder to come by. You had to buy that shit in person. Or wait forever on a 56K modem. Or even worse for gen Xers and older, you had to get a pack of buddies and have an adventure to find some filthy communal porn stash in the woods buried by some possible serial killer and circle jerk it, or watch a porno at the movies with other degenerates-- both options are just straight up gay now.
For me, and or many people of my age, I think video stores helped foster our degenerate hentai addictions. Back then, mom and pop video stores, hell even Blockbuster video with their "WARNING" stickers would rent out hentai to any kid because the video clerks didn't know any better. Maybe they did and didn't care, but either way it was a lot less embarrassing to walk up to the register and rent UROTSUKIDOJI and act all innocent about it, than it would be to rent an erotic thriller with a bunch of whores in lingerie on the cover. Ever since I laid eyes on 2d bitches, 3d bitches are just erotically inferior.
But maybe if I had copious porn stashes as a child like a healthy stash of Playboys I could have developed more conventional erotic tastes. But I write all of this to say, I really just wish I had more porn when I needed it the most. When you don't have porn, you develop natrual romantic feelings for human women and you are just DYING to have bluepilled kisses with them. But this is pointless if you are a CHINK in HUUUWHITE CHAD SUBURB the 90s. There is nothing more painful than young unrequited love or lust.
GenZ, as doomer as you are, are lucky to have porn and the blackpill to desensitizes you to the pains I went thru in my youth.
For me, and or many people of my age, I think video stores helped foster our degenerate hentai addictions. Back then, mom and pop video stores, hell even Blockbuster video with their "WARNING" stickers would rent out hentai to any kid because the video clerks didn't know any better. Maybe they did and didn't care, but either way it was a lot less embarrassing to walk up to the register and rent UROTSUKIDOJI and act all innocent about it, than it would be to rent an erotic thriller with a bunch of whores in lingerie on the cover. Ever since I laid eyes on 2d bitches, 3d bitches are just erotically inferior.
But maybe if I had copious porn stashes as a child like a healthy stash of Playboys I could have developed more conventional erotic tastes. But I write all of this to say, I really just wish I had more porn when I needed it the most. When you don't have porn, you develop natrual romantic feelings for human women and you are just DYING to have bluepilled kisses with them. But this is pointless if you are a CHINK in HUUUWHITE CHAD SUBURB the 90s. There is nothing more painful than young unrequited love or lust.
GenZ, as doomer as you are, are lucky to have porn and the blackpill to desensitizes you to the pains I went thru in my youth.
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