Roscomnadzor
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Did anyone else have this?
I used to always fantasize about being so alone. Not that I wasn't, but it always felt good to imagine myself being abandoned, nowadays I think it was just cope for my reality, gaslighting myself to think it's a good thing. It started when I was really young, like I was still a child, I used to have fantasies about being unloved and abandoned by everyone, it made me cry alone in my bed, and it felt really good for some fucking reason, I think its something about me thinking pity was good attention. Originally, this thread was supposed to be about me having fantasies of foids saving me from my inceldom and loneliness and being my savior from my self destructive self, but now I realized I just had fantasies of loneliness, which probably manifested into real life.
I used to always fantasize about being so alone. Not that I wasn't, but it always felt good to imagine myself being abandoned, nowadays I think it was just cope for my reality, gaslighting myself to think it's a good thing. It started when I was really young, like I was still a child, I used to have fantasies about being unloved and abandoned by everyone, it made me cry alone in my bed, and it felt really good for some fucking reason, I think its something about me thinking pity was good attention. Originally, this thread was supposed to be about me having fantasies of foids saving me from my inceldom and loneliness and being my savior from my self destructive self, but now I realized I just had fantasies of loneliness, which probably manifested into real life.