I’m very racist I hate curries, chinks, gooks, niggers, spics. They all piss me off for some reason. Only whites are the race I respect because of their rich history and good looks. The rest all races are worthless disgusting apes dirty shitskin. I really wish I wasn’t curry if reincarnation is real, I hope I reincarnate to an aryan chad in my next life. I am Christian and believe in the Bible that Jesus died for our sins so I don’t quite believe in reincarnation.
Ahh yes. You are a shitskin Jesus cuck. I have a few in my family. There are many Christians in India I have met, who behave somewhat better than Hindus. There are also Christians in India who I have met, who outwardly profess they are Christians, but in fact behave like Hindus in how they go about applying their ideologies and thoughts to behavior. Then once they come to the States, it all turns into an even bigger shit pile of a disaster as they are closer to their misbehaving "gods" (The American whites post 1950's).
I had been worshipping whites, wishing I was white, and as an Indian-American growing up in the States, there was a period of my life I had the most scorn and disdain for this pathetic race which I resembled physically but wanted to be recognised as "different" from them in terms of my psychology and behavior. I was/am low smv on top of that, so it compounded the mixed cultural problems. We desperately wanted to detach completely from anything even remotely related to the culture of our parents. They had a stronger cultural bond than we Indian-Americans did, BUT the worst feeling in the world at the time was having parents who didn't understand anything about the West yet who were nonetheless given a "pass" by their white & black peers (baby boomers and some of those born in the 1970's)
whilst we who were born and raised in America (especially in suburban southern America) were not given that pass at all. We were scorned and made fun of in high school and lied to by whites in a very different, and overt way. We were truly shown what BDSM (i.e. to fuck with our heads just as they fucked with their own heads) means in social interactions in a way that out parent's generations could never imagine or understand. This was not shocking at the time, because it seemed like a natural progression of being intrinsically "Western"
but it would prove to be traumatic. Figuring out that it was due to the fact that many GenX and Millennials had stopped being true Christians long ago, was somewhat cathartic. They were also worshipping the white man (themselves) and worshipping their own individual sovereignty. The right to be mediocre in their thinking and "stay Hindu" was supported by Western liberals (whites), as long as they fell in line with most of the morphing cultural epitaphs carried on by the new ex-Christian white American liberals in the middle-upper classes. This pushed their children into even further bad behavior along with more white man worship. Of course with the help of some Latinos, Blacks and Asians all participated.
@Ihatemyself556
Trust me, I can go on long comedic rants about the utter disasterous state of Indian behavior (both from mainlanders and Desi Americans), "Indian inadequacies" and the way it effected our families.
But at the end of the day, it is true to say you are still worshipping white people. You may also find yourself blaming many white people for not berating Indian-American Boomer II's and Gen X. Instead they incorporated a lot of Hinduism's confusing principles and created a sort of mediocrity for everyone. This was most perpetrated by American Leftist Progressives like I mentioned above. But, almost all cucked whites give Indian-American Gen X a pass for their sloppy methods and behavior. Of course, a lot of immigrants from India worked hard and had a work ethic which allowed them to achieve more than us millennials who would follow. We knew/know more than our Indian parents about everything Western culture, but we can't co-operate as well as our parents generation did without fighting.
You seem to be in the throws of a denial. Almost all Christian Indians I have met, especially those who immigrated from India after high school or collage, were worshipping whites, and often times to their own dismay. Most of the ex-Christian whites weren't even able to keep their own behaviors straight, so there was no hope for curries.