azakhan
OG failure
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- Oct 1, 2019
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I was actually close to doing it then.
If I did it I would be remembered as a weird but innocent kid with future ahead of him. Now I will be remembered as no one. Just another ugly guy who killed himself bc depression.
I am worthless only because women don’t like my genes. Such a stupid concept. I could maybe achieve something but what’s the point? I will never be respected. Tbh even if I was turned into a chad tomorrow I would still kill myself because I will never go back in time and live through teenage love like all my friends had. I sometimes wonder how they would react. Only one friend knows about my failed suicide trial. What if I did it again? Would they be surprised? Some probably but one month and they would completely forgot about me. Sad when I think about it but what other future do I have? Nothing. My life is not only worthless but unnatural.
If I did it I would be remembered as a weird but innocent kid with future ahead of him. Now I will be remembered as no one. Just another ugly guy who killed himself bc depression.
I am worthless only because women don’t like my genes. Such a stupid concept. I could maybe achieve something but what’s the point? I will never be respected. Tbh even if I was turned into a chad tomorrow I would still kill myself because I will never go back in time and live through teenage love like all my friends had. I sometimes wonder how they would react. Only one friend knows about my failed suicide trial. What if I did it again? Would they be surprised? Some probably but one month and they would completely forgot about me. Sad when I think about it but what other future do I have? Nothing. My life is not only worthless but unnatural.