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6ft Tall Multi-Millionaire Chang truecel
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I’m a clumsycel tbh. I have no hand-eye coordination at all irl. I can’t catch a ball for the life of me. My brain knows what I need to do but it’s like my body holds me back.
I remember in high school I would never be chosen for sports in gym because I was terrible at them.
But one day I went to school and had incredible confidence for no reason. It just felt like an extremely relaxing day.
And when I went to gym that day I was picked last as usual. Nobody wanted to play goalie so I played goalie. And for some reason that day I preformed incredibly well. Actually so well I outperformed almost even all of the jocks I stg(god is cope btw). I felt like a different person tbh. All my anxiety went away.
But it went away and the days of gym after that I was trash as usual.
I’m thinking of this story because it makes me realize how I handicap my personality, and even more own fucking bodily control, just because of my crippling anxiety.
I am a fraction of the person I really am in social interactions because of the years of bullying.
I remember in high school I would never be chosen for sports in gym because I was terrible at them.
But one day I went to school and had incredible confidence for no reason. It just felt like an extremely relaxing day.
And when I went to gym that day I was picked last as usual. Nobody wanted to play goalie so I played goalie. And for some reason that day I preformed incredibly well. Actually so well I outperformed almost even all of the jocks I stg(god is cope btw). I felt like a different person tbh. All my anxiety went away.
But it went away and the days of gym after that I was trash as usual.
I’m thinking of this story because it makes me realize how I handicap my personality, and even more own fucking bodily control, just because of my crippling anxiety.
I am a fraction of the person I really am in social interactions because of the years of bullying.
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