I felt like more of a man when I was in high school then right now, mainly because I still had hopes of ascending with my oneitis which led me to doing tons of self improvement practices like exercise, healthy eating, and nofap. I’ll admit I was living life blissfully ignorant because I thought I had a chance with my oneitis, but she later rejected me, even after going through months of self improvement just for her. I felt happier back then, before I realized it was over. My younger self testosterone mogs me and low inhib mogs me because over the years of swallowing the blackpill I have developed severe anxiety and depression, and I just sit in my room and rot all day long. I feel like a shell of who I used to be, all because of the fucking cunt who rejected me and taught me the true meaning of the black pill