It's pretty scary that suicide seems like a VERY rational decision for me. Strictly on an intellectual level. What is the point of wagecucking all of your life? If your life is just going to consist of you being alone, going to work, paying rent,buying food and going to work over and over again until you die. Why go through this torture? Make no mistake that modern wagecucking is the same as slavery of the past. Slaves of the past literary had wives, and communities and more time off than a regular modern day wagecuck.
For a lot of people, whener they decide to commit suicide, they do it when they are going through a profound "emotional low", when they are feeling hopeless etc.
For me, I think that suicide seems like the rational choice even when im completely "emotionally sober".
Even if I " ascended" at, lets say 30 or 35, can you even call it ascension? With every passing year, nerves all over your body die, with every passing year you are literally "less alive", you are less connected with the world. You feel less, you experience less from the same phenomena.
I was watching some lecture, and the speaker usually has to warm the audience with humor...So he cracked a joke, something along the lines, " we can tell people that they will be having as much sex in their 30s as they did in their 20s, but that simply isn't true, our bodies age blah blah blah...people like to believe things that aren't true, but make them feel better"
Im nearly 30, and there really is no more ascention for me... How does one find strength to go on...under such a bleak realization...all that awaits me is wagecukery upon wagecuckery.
For a lot of people, whener they decide to commit suicide, they do it when they are going through a profound "emotional low", when they are feeling hopeless etc.
For me, I think that suicide seems like the rational choice even when im completely "emotionally sober".
Even if I " ascended" at, lets say 30 or 35, can you even call it ascension? With every passing year, nerves all over your body die, with every passing year you are literally "less alive", you are less connected with the world. You feel less, you experience less from the same phenomena.
I was watching some lecture, and the speaker usually has to warm the audience with humor...So he cracked a joke, something along the lines, " we can tell people that they will be having as much sex in their 30s as they did in their 20s, but that simply isn't true, our bodies age blah blah blah...people like to believe things that aren't true, but make them feel better"
Im nearly 30, and there really is no more ascention for me... How does one find strength to go on...under such a bleak realization...all that awaits me is wagecukery upon wagecuckery.
