I remember family members would gaslight (blue pill) in telling me I had big hands / long fingers, that I was handsome, etc. It wasn't until I was in HS where I was told otherwise and got a reality check. That shit pissed me off so much at the time.
I was with a group of "friends" (a bunch of fellow-outcasts - blue-pilled shills in retrospect) that attempted to add a foid to our group (she was an annoying cunt there to infiltrate). She went after me immediately and interrupted me when I was talking about something (don't remember what) and commented on how small my hands were. Suddenly, before I could counter, all my supposed "friends" piled on me agreeing with her right away. This was a cunt that we all barely knew and that I didn't give a fuck about (only one of them liked her btw - had a crush on her or some shit) and were gaslighting / bullying me, making fun of my weight (skinny) and my "small hands" even tho, my hands were bigger (much more so) than her's and only one of the guys had similar sized hands as me. Most dude's at the time were taller and bigger than me, so.. no shit they had bigger hands, just like they had bigger feet, etc.
That day, I just remember... pissed me off so bad. That was sorta the beginning of the end with any relation I had with those "friends" of mine. That had to been around Sophomore / Junior yr. of HS. Seriously, fuck that time period. Most people want to "go back" to their childhood or whatever, I personally DO NOT.