jeetcel
jeets me!
★★★★
- Joined
- Mar 21, 2023
- Posts
- 1,307
at the time of writing this, it's 2 45 PM, Saturday, 16th December here
a little context before coming to main part, my late aunty - his (this uncle in question=my father's first cousin, age 45 some) first wife, had died during first wave of Corona in 2020, even prior to catching that virus she was suffering from some obesity and heart issues; but in her youth she was a solid stacy...after her sudden death this uncle of mine became a depressed hollow guy from inside like he stopped shaving his beard and growing hairs longer, his two kids (a son and a daughter) got troubled too...so i had lots of sympathy for that family...
...
fast forward december 2023, he suddenly came to my place today morning around 9 30 AM with his solid 7.5/10 staceylite 25-some (around same age as me) second wife, mainly to meet my father and 'get blessings' from him and so, their kids came along too
...
i know i should be happy for this uncle but...scoring a young girl who's barely 7-8 years older than his kids and around same age as me - kind of saddened me, what made it worse is he's like your typical pot bellied indian uncle with ruined teeth (due to addiction of chewing beetlenut-tobacco-lime etc) and wrinkled face and all and yet he was able to get a pretty young wife...while i'm rotting here... fucking wonders of betabuxxing, i tell ya...
...
they stayed here for maybe half an hour, i made tea and got snacks for them etc, my father showered the 'newlyweds' with blessings and usual platitudes and all - then they left, but my mood got so ruined inside...i decided to cancel my day out and here i'm smoking cigarettes at a corner inside my house, being unsure whether i should be happy for that uncle or dwell in my own blackpilled misery from all that envy that got developed in me after having a look at that new "aunt"
a little context before coming to main part, my late aunty - his (this uncle in question=my father's first cousin, age 45 some) first wife, had died during first wave of Corona in 2020, even prior to catching that virus she was suffering from some obesity and heart issues; but in her youth she was a solid stacy...after her sudden death this uncle of mine became a depressed hollow guy from inside like he stopped shaving his beard and growing hairs longer, his two kids (a son and a daughter) got troubled too...so i had lots of sympathy for that family...
...
fast forward december 2023, he suddenly came to my place today morning around 9 30 AM with his solid 7.5/10 staceylite 25-some (around same age as me) second wife, mainly to meet my father and 'get blessings' from him and so, their kids came along too
...
i know i should be happy for this uncle but...scoring a young girl who's barely 7-8 years older than his kids and around same age as me - kind of saddened me, what made it worse is he's like your typical pot bellied indian uncle with ruined teeth (due to addiction of chewing beetlenut-tobacco-lime etc) and wrinkled face and all and yet he was able to get a pretty young wife...while i'm rotting here... fucking wonders of betabuxxing, i tell ya...
...
they stayed here for maybe half an hour, i made tea and got snacks for them etc, my father showered the 'newlyweds' with blessings and usual platitudes and all - then they left, but my mood got so ruined inside...i decided to cancel my day out and here i'm smoking cigarettes at a corner inside my house, being unsure whether i should be happy for that uncle or dwell in my own blackpilled misery from all that envy that got developed in me after having a look at that new "aunt"