Need help with coping

[Clavicus Vile]

So I happened to find out that my younger sister may have started getting horny having sexual thoughts about boys from ease dropping on a conversation my parents were having. I can’t take it, the thought of my siblings, especially my sister growing up and having relationships while I rot alone and forgotten me sickens me. I already said I’m roping if I lived to see my sister get a boyfriend. I’m sort of in bad shape rn. The thought of being alone for decades to come, never knowing the love and touch of a woman. It’s so traumatizing to think about.

Hurts more with my sister because I know once she gets a bf she isn’t gonna wanna be around me anymore, I’m such an ugly worthless piece of trash, I’m just a goofy older brother. I’ve really been trying not to rope and fighting the urge, but this might be the thing that actually pushes me over the edge. I don’t wanna see them have relationships, it’s just a reminder of my fate, my futile and petty existence.

 

[Adolf Kitler]

Idk get a sex doll

 

[Abacaxi14]

Wageslave, move to your own place and cut contact with your family entirely.

 

[Hoppipolla]

Yeah my sis mostly does better than me too.

But it's life on easy mode what do you expect.

 

[Clavicus Vile]

Yeah my sis mostly does better than me too.

But it's life on easy mode what do you expect.

I wish she was at least a lesbian, wouldn’t be as bad.

 

[runforrest]

move to your own place and cut contact with your family entirely

 

[Hoppipolla]

I wish she was at least a lesbian, wouldn’t be as bad.

I think these days though it's usually up to the women to continue the family by having kids, as most guys won't have the opportunity.

So I wouldn't want my sister to be a lesbian as it would make that less likely.

 

[Alexander400]

When my younger brother started bringing girls home i honestly didnt care one bit but at the same time it put the spotlight on me being the older one and never having a girlfriend. Not to mention my dad got in my case about it which was not fun

 

[Top Red Garnacho]

You can talk with me anytime you want to cope, I'm always free

 

[Jackdenzel]

I just goon and have dry orgasms. I work out and drink caffeine specifically to bulid up sexual energy and I clench my perineum area with my legs really bad when I am about to orgasm, it lasts for 40-60 seconds and goes all the way to your brain and way more intense. It's extremely addictive. The catch? you're still horny and your balls are still full even if you had 20 of these in a day. Spermatthorea might occur (balls being so full cum leaks out of your dick) after a week or 2. Sometimes my balls hurt like hell after having 15 of these dry orgasms in a day. Might rupture something inside my balls from all that cum pressure held back but I don't care

 

[Jackdenzel]

I am addicted to pleasure and feeling extremely good and euphoric all the time. It goes all the way from drinking and gooning to only thinking in such a way that I am never bored/am euphoric and lustful for life all the time. Might be a virgin but will visit escorts so I unlock the full dopamine experience only sex can bring and then I will truly be enlightened. I recommend you to get into transcendental paranormal spiritual concepts, will help you see how it's actually all in your head, this reality. I goon and never orgasm strictly so the dopamine lingers on in my brain all the time. One orgasm and life feels dry. I only visualise in vivid colors and completely dismissed reality, only what's in my head is important and I can fully control the reels of the cinema in my head and what's going on there, grandiose thoughts, delusions(very important), vivid colors, sexual fantasies and false beliefs that you're non tangible, being in the 4th dimension. Reality is extremely ugly and boring, confining your brain to correlate with it fully is extremely stupid (for example not being able to think of the concept of flying because you can't actually fly, or being unable to imagine not dying if you fall from 20k feet just because you'd actually die). Mind is something, reality is something else, don't mold your mind to this depressing shitty reality, go live in the anime world, inside your head.

 

[SteelCentaur]

There's no coping for your face.

 

[VictimofBpillReaper]

Don't rope brocel. Think abt how ur sis would feel if u died and she never got too see u again

 

[Aquiline]

I think these days though it's usually up to the women to continue the family by having kids, as most guys won't have the opportunity.

So I wouldn't want my sister to be a lesbian as it would make that less likely.

jfl he wants to give birth to more subhumans

 

[Aquiline]

Don't rope brocel. Think abt how ur sis would feel if u died and she never got too see u again

pure joy

No. She must suffer being associated with his subhuman looks for decades to come.

 

[Hoppipolla]

jfl he wants to give birth to more subhumans

I'm not really "subhuman" in any way. Maybe some physical health issues!

But I think my biggest crime is living in a country where I don't really fit in.