I just went outside, something I always try to prevent to do, and guess what happened. It was the worst. A high school class walked past me. So I saw every student, including all the ultra sexy girls that I'll never have sex with. Even if I was gigachad, it would be the same suicidal disaster. It's not important if you look good, above average or like gigachad. No one will ever have sex with all these girls. They will look at him, give him looks of interest, but he will never have sex with them because it's illegal. Imagine the agony, knowing lots of girls find you sexually attractive yet the only thing you'll ever get are looks, nothing more. Gigachad will grow old and die, without ever having had sex with all these females. Maybe a few in his age range, maybe sometimes a younger one, but that's it. He will never have sex with even a fraction percentage of all the hot females on earth, especially not the young, tight ones. No matter how ripped you are, no matter how good looking you are, no matter how rich you are, no matter how confident you are... The truth is, you'll not even have sex with a unimaginable fraction of all the girls you would like to fuck. More than us on this forum? Yeah, but how does that even matter. Gigachad will go through heartbreaks, not getting sex with all the girls he sees in a day, grow old, die, etc. This is our destiny, of every human. Some have a little more sex than others, but in the end it's all the same. The young girls you see every day will eventually grow older themselves and become less attractive or entirely unattractive due to age. So the specific girl you found sexy then will never exist again.
Why the fuck even leave the house? Why even do anything? It doesn't matter what you do, all those girls are out of reach, even for the billionaire gigachad. Just look at all those billionaires or top models, spending their time working, building their company. They don't have sex all day, they're completely occupied in their own illusions of fame and status. If he's a super star, he'll see all those young girls who want to fuck him, but if he touches them and paparazzi finds out, his life is over. Imagine the fucking agony. At least we know we don't have a chance at all these girls, so it's not even a theoretical option. But if you know that in theory, they are attracted to you, but you just can't touch them without consequences... That's even worse. Or both are just as bad. It all sucks, it's hopeless.
The only fucking hope left is after death or some kind of AI superintelligence that creates virtual sex utopia for us. That way we could have sex with every single girl we see outside or in school, we could stop time, fuck them silly, follow them around, be part of their lives, make them horny bitches that only thing about sex, make them fall in love with us, etc. We could live for as long as we want, do anything, fuck every girl that has ever lived, play every game, live every dream, watch every movie, try every food we want... Like a world like this but a kind of sandbox matrix where you can do everything.
That's all we can hope for. We will die, gigachad will die, all those hot females will die. If AI doesn't work out than it's all for nothing anyway and our dreams will never become reality. Maybe you got religion as a cope but that's just a childish illusion which doesn't make any sense to believe, and even if you believe in religion, there isn't a single religion in existence where the heaven you get is the kind of sex utopia I'm talking about.
That's what we really want. A sex utopia, a porn utopia, a hentai utopia. Only AI or some kind of God could give us that. No religion.
I don't even know what to do at this point. I can only be depressed for the rest of my life and try to not go outside or the truth and frustration will only make me more and more sick. Why the fuck even socialize if I'll only see lots of girls I'll never have no matter who I am or how I look?
The most logical thing to do as a male in our day and age would simply be to stay at home, try not to die, live healthy, and hope for AI to realize or dreams. There's not other way. The only thing waiting for us otherwise is old age, weakness, disease, death. We'll never have sex with all those girls we want. We will never see our dead loved ones again. Unless AI or super benevolent God comes hand saves us. But such a God can't make sense in a cruel world like this.
Hopefully it's all a simulation of some sort. I don't know what I should do otherwise.
We can try to cope with video games, friends, family, and food, but those other, deep desires that we really want to experience will never happen and that makes me so sick and depressed. I'm grateful for what I have but that reality is simply too brutal to ignore or cope with.
Most people, no matter actor, gigachad, billionaire, etc. All of them cope by living in illusions, their work, friends, projects, etc. But what's waiting for them? The same as for the rest of us.
A billionaire can buy a lot of things, but he'll never have enough money or especially space to buy everything his heart desires, and that will make him deeply depressed. Gigachad and actors get a lot of respect and admiration, and attention from females, but they'll never have sex with most of them, only a tiny, tiny fraction at most, and all the respect and admiration doesn't mean shit if you can't have sex with all the girls you want and see during a day.
Admiration and respect doesn't mean shit. Lots of actors end their lives despite all of their money and fame, because they have been getting used to the money and fame. So they feel empty inside. They eventually come to the same conclusion as me. And it goes downhill from there.
At least we have porn and AI. The porn is getting more advanced, medicine is too, virtual sex worlds are in development, AI is gonna create all of our fantasies, first virtually, then maybe more, by mind upload or matrix style.
I do not see any other solution to this problem. I'm grateful for what I have, but this reality, all these human limitations, all this suffering in nature, it's just too much to handle and it makes me crippling depressed.
Video games, food and porn is our only cope right now.
Why the fuck even leave the house? Why even do anything? It doesn't matter what you do, all those girls are out of reach, even for the billionaire gigachad. Just look at all those billionaires or top models, spending their time working, building their company. They don't have sex all day, they're completely occupied in their own illusions of fame and status. If he's a super star, he'll see all those young girls who want to fuck him, but if he touches them and paparazzi finds out, his life is over. Imagine the fucking agony. At least we know we don't have a chance at all these girls, so it's not even a theoretical option. But if you know that in theory, they are attracted to you, but you just can't touch them without consequences... That's even worse. Or both are just as bad. It all sucks, it's hopeless.
The only fucking hope left is after death or some kind of AI superintelligence that creates virtual sex utopia for us. That way we could have sex with every single girl we see outside or in school, we could stop time, fuck them silly, follow them around, be part of their lives, make them horny bitches that only thing about sex, make them fall in love with us, etc. We could live for as long as we want, do anything, fuck every girl that has ever lived, play every game, live every dream, watch every movie, try every food we want... Like a world like this but a kind of sandbox matrix where you can do everything.
That's all we can hope for. We will die, gigachad will die, all those hot females will die. If AI doesn't work out than it's all for nothing anyway and our dreams will never become reality. Maybe you got religion as a cope but that's just a childish illusion which doesn't make any sense to believe, and even if you believe in religion, there isn't a single religion in existence where the heaven you get is the kind of sex utopia I'm talking about.
That's what we really want. A sex utopia, a porn utopia, a hentai utopia. Only AI or some kind of God could give us that. No religion.
I don't even know what to do at this point. I can only be depressed for the rest of my life and try to not go outside or the truth and frustration will only make me more and more sick. Why the fuck even socialize if I'll only see lots of girls I'll never have no matter who I am or how I look?
The most logical thing to do as a male in our day and age would simply be to stay at home, try not to die, live healthy, and hope for AI to realize or dreams. There's not other way. The only thing waiting for us otherwise is old age, weakness, disease, death. We'll never have sex with all those girls we want. We will never see our dead loved ones again. Unless AI or super benevolent God comes hand saves us. But such a God can't make sense in a cruel world like this.
Hopefully it's all a simulation of some sort. I don't know what I should do otherwise.
We can try to cope with video games, friends, family, and food, but those other, deep desires that we really want to experience will never happen and that makes me so sick and depressed. I'm grateful for what I have but that reality is simply too brutal to ignore or cope with.
Most people, no matter actor, gigachad, billionaire, etc. All of them cope by living in illusions, their work, friends, projects, etc. But what's waiting for them? The same as for the rest of us.
A billionaire can buy a lot of things, but he'll never have enough money or especially space to buy everything his heart desires, and that will make him deeply depressed. Gigachad and actors get a lot of respect and admiration, and attention from females, but they'll never have sex with most of them, only a tiny, tiny fraction at most, and all the respect and admiration doesn't mean shit if you can't have sex with all the girls you want and see during a day.
Admiration and respect doesn't mean shit. Lots of actors end their lives despite all of their money and fame, because they have been getting used to the money and fame. So they feel empty inside. They eventually come to the same conclusion as me. And it goes downhill from there.
At least we have porn and AI. The porn is getting more advanced, medicine is too, virtual sex worlds are in development, AI is gonna create all of our fantasies, first virtually, then maybe more, by mind upload or matrix style.
I do not see any other solution to this problem. I'm grateful for what I have, but this reality, all these human limitations, all this suffering in nature, it's just too much to handle and it makes me crippling depressed.
Video games, food and porn is our only cope right now.
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