Exactly, this reality is thoroughly evil and depraved, the main point of human existence is to suffer and humans were specifically designed to be the best in that. Focus on achieving gnosis and astral projecting so you will be able to escape this prison planet and be able to return to the higher dimensions your soul came from so you wont be forced into reincarnating again by archons (Grays and reptilians) and their psychopathic worshippers that feed on our senseless suffering as we are nothing but loosh containers for them.