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Narazz
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On my relapse days, i'm finding porn to be less enjoyable. i do a PMO fast for about a week or 2 then go for the porn. Then i'll put on VR and find some porn to pmo to, usally being the asians or compilations. I feel pretty good having that balance but as of late I don't feel im getting the joy out of porn that i once did. The last few times i had to go a little more extreme trying out Futa girls and sissy hypnosis, which i didn't even bother finishing to. I'm not taking this as a sign to go no fap because i've done that shit and makes me feel likeshit. But i may take it as a sign to stop getting cucked by porn. Wastes so much time on my days off work and i can see with the futa girls i'm falling into the trap of seeking out more extreme shit. If ikeep it up, pretty soon i can only get off to skat, split dicks, and BME fails.
The problem is porn really is the only thing that inspires me or makes me happy. I like gaming and tv but i can't say those things have positive uplifting effects on me. If i give up the porn i'm not sure there will be anything I can attempt to cope with. IDK.
The problem is porn really is the only thing that inspires me or makes me happy. I like gaming and tv but i can't say those things have positive uplifting effects on me. If i give up the porn i'm not sure there will be anything I can attempt to cope with. IDK.