Profligate
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I used to envy normaloids for going out every weekend with their friends and having fun. I've never had any friends in my life and I felt like I'm missing out on all the fun by staying in and being a loner until yesterday when I went out with some people I met recently.
Honestly that night felt like a bad dream. I was extremely stressed out because of how out of place I was there so I got incredibly drunk to make myself feel normal but I just ended up making a complete fool out of myself. I said some really stupid shit which pissed of the people I was with and I don't think they're gonna want to see me again.
And to be honest I don't think I want to go out drinking ever again. I'm just not cut out for that kind of life. I feel so much better here by myself away from everyone.
Honestly that night felt like a bad dream. I was extremely stressed out because of how out of place I was there so I got incredibly drunk to make myself feel normal but I just ended up making a complete fool out of myself. I said some really stupid shit which pissed of the people I was with and I don't think they're gonna want to see me again.
And to be honest I don't think I want to go out drinking ever again. I'm just not cut out for that kind of life. I feel so much better here by myself away from everyone.