Venting "Smart, but lazy."

[anon]

My parents used to think I was a misunderstood genius, but I think they're starting to realize that their 30 year old failure of a son is a genetic dead end. I'm a 30 year old KHHV with only three months of work experience under my belt.

I'm an aspie with an IQ of 90 and I'd rather be a complete retard. I can't learn high IQ stuff like programming, advanced math, physics etc., but I'm intelligent and autistic enough to have a strong, but superficial interest in computers (not programming, fuck programming), soyence and space. I'm basically a typical redditor except I'm an evil incel.
I love le heckin' space and I know a bunch of useless facts about almost everything. All of my middle school teachers described me as smart, but lazy which is teacher speak for stupid.

My parents are in-denial about my deteriorating mental health. I've been sad for as long as I can remember and I'm incapable of independent living. I live in eastern Europe so I'm basically fucked because mental health is not taken seriously unless you're severely schizophrenic or drooling. I'm honestly surprised my parents still put up with me, although their patience is clearly starting to wear thin. I can tell they're ashamed of me and I don't blame them at all.

My dad wants me to succeed so badly and he's always been supportive. He'd do anything for me, but I can't give him what he wants and it's killing me. He wants me to go back to college, but I'd be lying to him if I told him I'd graduate this time. My mom loves me unconditionally, despite having put her through hell with my autistic behavior. It took me a while to notice just how much damage I'm causing them and it hurts because they're everything to me.
I'm so scared of them leaving me; I don't want to be all alone.

What will you guys do once your parents are gone?

 

[THE TRUE DIGLET]

What will you guys do once your parents are gone? They're everything to me.

Care workers

 

[Todd Thundercock]

I'll get my parents' savings which I don't need.

I will feel a little bad because my parents did try for the most part, but they're genetic shit that obviously never should have had a child.

 

[Fat Link]

I'll get my parents' savings which I don't need.

I will feel a little bad because my parents did try for the most part, but they're genetic shit that obviously never should have had a child.

This.

I will also get the house and large storage barn out in the backyard along with the rest of the property.

 

[Lonelyus]

I'll get my parents' savings which I don't need.

I will feel a little bad because my parents did try for the most part, but they're genetic shit that obviously never should have had a child.

What age are you now?

 

[anon]

Care workers

I'd sooner become homeless or end it all.

I'll get my parents' savings which I don't need.

I will feel a little bad because my parents did try for the most part, but they're genetic shit that obviously never should have had a child.

I have a giganormie sister and I'm afraid she'll take everything from me. She's quite successful. She has two kids, a chad husband and an apartment my dad bought her. My brother-in-law comes from a very poor family so he basically struck gold with my sister.

My parents are good people which makes me feel terrible about everything.

 

[Fifita]

Neet is only viable alternative for me

 

[Lonelyus]

Neet is only viable alternative for me

Based, Ive been NEET for 3 years

 

[Todd Thundercock]

What age are you now?

43

 

[VictimofBpillReaper]

43

Holy hell that's brutal

Props to you for sticking it our for 43 years. I can't say many others could.

 

[Fat Link]

I'd sooner become homeless or end it all.

It’s actually not so bad.

Having done time in a nursing home rehabbing myself I can say that.

The scrambled or fried eggs for breakfast were delicious as was the occasional biscuit with it as well the chopped up sausage and gravy.

The toast sucked though and was rubbery but the grilled cheese sandwiches were excellent.

You get three meals daily and can get vending machine snacks and the staff brings you all your medications so you don’t have to sort through shit and do it yourself.

They even wash your clothes for you and clean your room and Foids help you shower in a large open space shower room.

 

[faded]

My parents used to think I was a misunderstood genius, but I think they're starting to realize that their 30 year old failure of a son is a genetic dead end. I'm a 30 year old KHHV with only three months of work experience under my belt.

I'm an aspie with an IQ of 90 and I'd rather be a complete retard. I can't learn high IQ stuff like programming, advanced math, physics etc., but I'm intelligent and autistic enough to have a strong, but superficial interest in computers (not programming, fuck programming), soyence and space. I'm basically a typical redditor except I'm an evil incel.
I love le heckin' space and I know a bunch of useless facts about almost everything. All of my middle school teachers described me as smart, but lazy which is teacher speak for stupid.

My parents are in-denial about my deteriorating mental health. I've been sad for as long as I can remember and I'm incapable of independent living. I live in eastern Europe so I'm basically fucked because mental health is not taken seriously unless you're severely schizophrenic or drooling. I'm honestly surprised my parents still put up with me, although their patience is clearly starting to wear thin. I can tell they're ashamed of me and I don't blame them at all.

My dad wants me to succeed so badly and he's always been supportive. He'd do anything for me, but I can't give him what he wants and it's killing me. He wants me to go back to college, but I'd be lying to him if I told him I'd graduate this time. My mom loves me unconditionally, despite having put her through hell with my autistic behavior. It took me a while to notice just how much damage I'm causing them and it hurts because they're everything to me.
I'm so scared of them leaving me; I don't want to be all alone.

What will you guys do once your parents are gone?

Get a job

 

[Todd Thundercock]

Holy hell that's brutal

Props to you for sticking it our for 43 years. I can't say many others could.

Thanks, but I'm good now. Much better than I was in my 20s. At some point, you have to throw in the towel and accept it is what it is.

 

[benzocel]

Thanks, but I'm good now. Much better than I was in my 20s. At some point, you have to throw in the towel and accept it is what it is.

Did you lose your virginity to an escort or have you still not had sex?

Just curious

 

[lifesucksandyoudie]

I have a habit of collecting useless information in notes or documents that has no purpose 99% of the time too. Organizing and compiling useless data comes naturally to me.

 

[VictimofBpillReaper]

Thanks, but I'm good now. Much better than I was in my 20s. At some point, you have to throw in the towel and accept it is what it is.

Glad your good now

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

I relate a lot to what you've said. I'm also a 30 yo KHHV from Eastern Europe. I also have less work experience than I should have at my age. I also have caring, supportive parents (the only actual good thing in my life, tbh).

I am also scared of losing my parents. I still live with them, I'm a neet. I cannot imagine how awful life would be without them. I would truly be completely alone.

I have no idea what I'll do, mang. Maybe kill myself, maybe die of poor health. I have a feeling I'm not reaching 45...

 

[Friezacel]

Smart but lazy is a thing. Id say im above average in terms of intelligence but due to my ADD im unmotivated to do anything properly and thats why im often seen as lazy

 

[manletcel1488]

Smart but lazy is the biggest parent cope for having autistic children.
My parents did the same thing "if you would only try you'd be so successful" not knowing that I'm already trying really hard and it's just that nothing works.

 

[anon]

Smart but lazy is the biggest parent cope for having autistic children.
My parents did the same thing "if you would only try you'd be so successful" not knowing that I'm already trying really hard and it's just that nothing works.

In eastern Europe, high functioning autism is usually not recognized as an actual disorder so my parents don’t think there’s anything wrong with me. They’ve always had high expectations of me, partly because I “sound smart.”
I told them about HFA (Asperger’s) and they don’t even believe it exists.

 

[anon]

Smart but lazy is a thing. Id say im above average in terms of intelligence but due to my ADD im unmotivated to do anything properly and thats why im often seen as lazy

Asperger’s with ADD is a common combination. I’m incredibly lazy and I hate studying. I’ve never been able to study for more than 10 minutes at a time.

 

[manletcel1488]

Smart but lazy is a thing. Id say im above average in terms of intelligence but due to my ADD im unmotivated to do anything properly and thats why im often seen as lazy

Maybe but there were kids in my school that were super lazy and never studied but still made straight As barely trying and scored 32+ on their SATs (I don't think you are American but it's a really good score for a standardized test that everyone has to take and it's something colleges look at it, basically required to get a good score if you want to get into a prestigious college unless you are a nigger and can kind rely on affirmative action or a jew and you can rely on nepotism.)
Smart but lazy is always partly cope imo, even when there is some truth to it.
If you are intelligent but you don't use it then intelligence is worthless, a sub 90IQ person flipping burgers is making more value for themselves than a 120IQ+ person sitting at home rotting.