Take the Alzheimerspill

[Tarblackpill]

I can barely think or feel anymore.
My linguistic skills are suffering, my spatial ability degenerates, and the only thing occupying my mind are bits and pieces of desperation, rage, hopelesness and agony. I can't even feel those anymore. This mental status quo is only broken momentarily by violent outbursts. Since I work with foids, and my rage comes so natural to me, I slip and create tension in work..... I don't know. I used to post here ages ago, and I can definitely see that LDARing evolved into full blown dementia. Everyone that ever rejected or bullied me are living the life of MY dreams. I can't bare this anymore, but change can only come either through a miracle, or suicide. Or killing sprees in Minecraft. I love Minecraft...

 

[Therapywasaaste]

Are you oldcel or is it early alzheimers?

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

without social interaction, your brain will rot.
Sorry brocel, but it's over for you.
This is the end.

 

[Tarblackpill]

Are you oldcel or is it early alzheimers?

I'm a young adult incel. I don't know if it actually is Alzheimers, but the situation pretty much feels like dementia..... Everything is just void...but not in the typical depressive fashion....it is a different kind of emptiness. Peak LDAR I guess.

without social interaction, your brain will rot.
Sorry brocel, but it's over for you.
This is the end.

I have social interaction regularly in work, or with some acquaintances/friends, but it isn't fulfilling anymore.

 

[Deleted member 236]

Same man. My eyesight has fucked up as well from staring at screens and fapping for 10 years. I used to be so sharp and now I space out doing simple tasks. Earlier, I made a bowl of corn flakes and misplaced the lid on the milk. Was looking for it for a minute or two, thought I'd mistakenly put it in the bin kek. How tf are you supposed to achieve anything in life or moneymaxxx when your brain is falling apart. Your body starts to disintegrate so fast when you exit your mid 20s. Enjoy, boyos.

 

[Tarblackpill]

Same man. My eyesight has fucked up as well from staring at screens and fapping for 10 years. I used to be so sharp and now I space out doing simple tasks. Earlier, I made a bowl of corn flakes and misplaced the lid on the milk. Was looking for it for a minute or two, thought I'd mistakenly put it in the bin kek. How tf are you supposed to achieve anything in life or moneymaxxx when your brain is falling apart. Your body starts to disintegrate so fast when you exit your mid 20s. Enjoy, boyos.

I'm so sorry bro. I cant find the words to express how way beyond fucked up this shit is. True...our childhood, teen years and young adulthood were/are devoid of opportunities to fulfill our basic human needs, only for us to also witness the gradual complete degeneration process of ageing...

 

[Operation Miranda]

I can relate. You are not alone brother

 

[Deleted member 236]

I'm so sorry bro. I cant find the words to express how way beyond fucked up this shit is. True...our childhood, teen years and young adulthood were/are devoid of opportunities to fulfill our basic human needs, only for us to also witness the gradual complete degeneration process of ageing...

In my case it's mainly social isolation causing it. I go weeks and months talking to nobody. Plus the porn addiction. I'd advise reading books to keep the mind sharp (it also helps calm the mood) and channelling your rage into moneymaxxing. That way you can live better than the naturally gifted in your 30s and beyond. Living well is the best revenge, supposedly.

 

[Ratboy]

I can relate to that. I always had this problem with forgetting things but now it's just out of control. Concentrating on something is almost impossible for me now. I just feel so useless and lost at this moment...

 

[Emba]

I was going to make a clever comments but i forgot what it was