Logic55
Blackpill Philosopher
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I was lying in my bed thinking about how my future will be like, It was terrifying to know that I will be a virign forever, and I will never have a loving gf or wife because my physical appearance is unappealing to females.
Then these bluepilled thoughts were starting to cross my mind. In that moment, I thought to myself, "I've seen ugly guys in relationships, if they can do it, then I can do it too", "not all girls care about looks, some of them are decent like me, I just have to look for them", "my friend who is short and brown has a cute gf, maybe I have to wait", "maybe i might meet a new girl at my work or next semester when I take new classes"
As these bluepilled thoughts overwhelmed me, I felt like abandoning my blackpill beliefs. However, I suddenly realized that I cannot escape the blackpill, it is a permanent state. I can't give myself false hope. Females put looks, money, and status above personality. I don't have those 3 qualities, I am just a plain looking guy that gets no attention from anyone even though I have a good personality. All the girls i meet are the same, they all ignore me while the give their attention to good-looking guys. I refuse to be deceived by the bluepill and the redpill, those two pills will feed you lies.
Then these bluepilled thoughts were starting to cross my mind. In that moment, I thought to myself, "I've seen ugly guys in relationships, if they can do it, then I can do it too", "not all girls care about looks, some of them are decent like me, I just have to look for them", "my friend who is short and brown has a cute gf, maybe I have to wait", "maybe i might meet a new girl at my work or next semester when I take new classes"
As these bluepilled thoughts overwhelmed me, I felt like abandoning my blackpill beliefs. However, I suddenly realized that I cannot escape the blackpill, it is a permanent state. I can't give myself false hope. Females put looks, money, and status above personality. I don't have those 3 qualities, I am just a plain looking guy that gets no attention from anyone even though I have a good personality. All the girls i meet are the same, they all ignore me while the give their attention to good-looking guys. I refuse to be deceived by the bluepill and the redpill, those two pills will feed you lies.