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I HAVE DIVINE MISSION TO PATTAYAMAXX BEFORE IM 30
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I know what needs to be done. It's been a while since I been alive. I am nothing but a plastic bag, trash, floating with the current down the river. Yet I cannot muster the strength I need to go through with it. I can't take my own life. So I am left in this peculiar state, where I just exist. I don't have any dreams or goals. I go on with my life without a meaning. I wonder if I could even consider myself alive at this point. If there is such a thing as the ultimate state of LDAR then I believe I have reached it.
All this questions I have, all utterly meaningless, pointless. Why am I here, why do I suffer, why? Maybe there is no reason to it. Just happens to be this way. It matters to me not anymore. I just want it to end. Yet, I don't have it in me to end it now. So I guess I will just be left here rotting away until its finally over. Then I will return to whatever state I was in before I was brought to this cursed world. And I will be at peace. I await my death eagerly.
Let it come already.
All this questions I have, all utterly meaningless, pointless. Why am I here, why do I suffer, why? Maybe there is no reason to it. Just happens to be this way. It matters to me not anymore. I just want it to end. Yet, I don't have it in me to end it now. So I guess I will just be left here rotting away until its finally over. Then I will return to whatever state I was in before I was brought to this cursed world. And I will be at peace. I await my death eagerly.
Let it come already.
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