Venting Tried to get an escort and failed

[Mr.Sophistication]

I tried to book an appointment with an escort for next week through an agency and got turned down. Mentioned in my booking request that I am very sexually inexperienced and would like the escort to be extra gentle with the situation. Perfectly politely written, no dancing around any personal information, full name given, letter style, put up my mobile number, didnt request minimum hours but a little bit extra.

Reply was just that shed have no time and then a copy/paste job that Im free to further browse their escort directory. I wanted the appointment to be around midday, because of my roommate, whos bound to be out at that time. Dont think that the time is necessarily the reason why I got turned down.

No attempt on their part to reschedule, maybe have another escort whod be willing to take the job as an alternative, just "Nope, no time." rest is copy/paste generic bullshit. I just got turned down by a fucking prostitute and their fucking agency on top, even they are so fucking priviliged that they can refuse their service to men based on personal bias, THEY DONT NEED TO FUCKING DO THEIR JOB.
What the fuck am I supposed to do, go to some trafficked hooker, thats doing 100 bucks for an hour to lay there and let things happen to her? I dont even fucking masturbate, I dont know how any of this works, Im not even sure if my dick is functioning the way it should, I want to make first steps and just do SOMETHING to explore my sexuality and the people who are bound to specialize in helping men like me out, FOR A GOOD AMOUNT OF FUCKING RECOMPENSE, turn me down, where the fuck am I supposed to go?

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

I would feel "defiled" if I slept with an escort. I only desire a genuine relationship with a submissive, loyal KHHV.

No. I'm too mentally invested in my "oneitis". I would feel "defiled" if I did see an escort.

Also, I'm impotent from obsessive negative thoughts. I feel like a weak woman while naked.

I would feel "defiled" if I slept with an escort.

Escortcelling is a filthy activity anyway.

Most escorts of decent quality would refuse to see me because of my ethnicity. I also sound like a woman and stutter over the phone.

 

[Mr.Sophistication]

You're a fucking retard for saying that, I have never even talked to a foid and even I know some humping needs no experience, especially since your goal is not to satisfy the escort

Im talking about the fact that I may very well break down and cry once I get to the touch the foid or once she puts up her act and tries to smile for me or make me feel good. In contrast to you I actually have talked to foids and got turned down every single time, to not be turned down, even if its for fucking money, would mean so much to me you cant imagine.
I dont want to ruin my experience by having the escort enter a shock when Id let go on whatever autistic shit my reaction would, so I mention it ahead.

 

[Puppeter]

You're a fucking retard for saying that, I have never even talked to a foid and even I know some humping needs no experience, especially since your goal is not to satisfy the escort

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

In contrast to you I actually have talked to foids and got turned down every single time, to not be turned down, even if its for fucking money, would mean so much to me you cant imagine.

(Thank you; this is a disclaimer)

In my case:

Exactly.

I was told to chat with my maternal grandmother - Someone who criticized me for my (at the time) inability to speak to her comfortably, which later became stuttering.

"Talk? Can't you talk?"

"Stop speaking in such a high-pitched voice"

"Speak up!"

"Speak louder"

"I don't know why he can't talk" (To Mother; Post-Stuttering)

"You can speak to your mother, can't you? Then you can speak to me normally"

"Talk!"

My Black half-cousins laughed at my anxious behavior. In group therapy, Black girls laughed at my anxious behavior. In the youth commune, Black girls laughed at my stuttering. In stores, Black girls laugh at my anxious behavior.

A typical low IQ Negroidal creature - Don't mind. I'm a masochistic Blasian, so give me a bit to gladly denigrate your kind, and you'll feel much better.

My experiences are similar, though my problem stems from stuttering and anxiety. I can't chat well enough for a job interview.

You are correct.

The person below would stutter during any social interaction and repeat himself:

Re: Would this be Considered Stealing?

Moronism Join Date: 2010-02-08 Post Count: 451

#184289785Wednesday, February 24, 2016 11:33 PM CST There are multiple variables involved in this particular scenario. Firstly, how would you define "copied"? If the individual developed an entirely new game utilizing the concept and released it for public modification, it would not be "stolen" as it was custom content altogether. If the inverse were true, the vast majority of "tycoon" games would have stolen content. As for "replicating" a game, that would not truly constitute as "stealing" either. Certainly, the individual attempted to duplicate the mechanisms. Nonetheless, the game was developed independently of the other creator's content.

Employment, perhaps. I don't understand why most feel the need for social interaction. When I lived in the basement, I spoke only to people on the Internet and couldn't speak without stuttering in stores.

Sarah was on birth control for her boyfriend. Elise and D.D both seemed to prefer Joseph, who lacked the stuttering problem I have. Mariah spoke to me briefly during a group assignment.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Peak autism tbh

Try looking up an asian massage parlor near you, it's cheaper and the women are less entitled

We'll discuss it when all the pills are active.

 

[NorthernWind]

I never booked escorts. Just called their phone.

 

[Mr.Sophistication]

You simply shouldn't have stated that, more information is not always better

Agree on that, I left out all my other possible inhibitions, thought that this would be the bare minimum in order to prevent a disaster.
The good that it did me.

 

[Mr.Sophistication]

I never booked escorts. Just called their phone.

Doesnt really work in Germany, escorts here either work trough an agency, are trashy as fuck "hobby whores", yes thats an actual term that they give themselves, meaning they do prostitution as a side gig and are also selective about their clients or, as a tiny minority are freelance with their own fucking websites, VERY selective about their clients.
I could easily go to a brothel for a lot less money, I just dont want my first experience to be a disaster because the trafficked Romanian there is in no way fit to deal with my penned up hurt and probable autistic breakdown.

Peak autism tbh

Try looking up an asian massage parlor near you, it's cheaper and the women are less entitled

I dont want a handjob, I want to experience sex and do some touching myself boyo, thanks for the suggestion though.

 

[RuudVanNistelrooy]

Never do that, they think that you're a molester now.

 

[Praise the Sun]

In Germany you can use ladies.de or erotik-markt.de for finding an escort.

 

[Mr.Sophistication]

In Germany you can use ladies.de or erotik-markt.de for finding an escort.

Thanks for the suggestion, was familiar with erotik-markt, hence my opinion on trashy hobbyhuren but not ladies.de. Found a few there that seem to be in line with what Im looking for, might give it a try.

 

[1337hikki]

Im talking about the fact that I may very well break down and cry once I get to the touch the foid or once she puts up her act and tries to smile for me or make me feel good.

Escortmaxxing to loser ur virginity will make u realize it doesn't feel as good as u've idolized it in ur mind. Also yeah some don't reply hence y u have to text multiple

 

[TBIcel]

try a few more times I almost did escortmaxx hoe did not show up tho. The service is always shitty my friend used to bang a bunch of them they where always rude entitled and late and he is a roidmaxxed chadlite sexhaver no less. No shit it wont be nice for us incels.

 

[nice_try]

(Thank you; this is a disclaimer)

In my case:

that's mah boy

 

[Mr.Sophistication]

try a few more times I almost did escortmaxx hoe did not show up tho.

Meant as joke boyo, thanks for the advice. I just didnt expect how even this thing with foids is so rife with grifting, thought that since its strictly a transactionary business I could expect a somewhat decent amount of professionalism. Duped again, shame on my naive soul.