可是,就在决定私奔之后的某一天,我正在帮她整理房间。擦桌子的时候,手正好碰到她的手机,手机往下一掉,被我随手一接,屏幕亮了。
But one day, after deciding to elope, I was helping her tidy her room. When I was wiping the table, my hand just touched her mobile phone, which fell down and was picked up by me, and the screen lit up.
是她和他的聊天记录。
It's her chat with him.
原来,他们一直在保持联系。
Turns out, they've been in touch.
她问他
是不是处男,约过几次炮,还问他是不是喜欢她,叫他“亲爱的”。那个男人,还教她如何婚后把我的财产转到她名下。虽然她没有这么做,可见她还有最后一点良知。但是.......
She asked him if he was a virgin, how many times he'd had sex, and if he liked her, calling him "honey." That man also taught her how to transfer my property to her after marriage. Even if she didn't, she had one last bit of conscience. But...
我一直相信她是爱我的,也相信我的世界有她就够了。
I have always believed that she loves me, and that she is enough for my world.
相信我为了她,放弃生命中余下的精彩都值得。
Trust me, she's worth giving up the rest of your life for.
原来,一切只是我的独角戏。
Originally, everything is just my one-man show.
她是我这辈子,唯一一个说过爱我的女人;
可她所说的爱我,却从一开始就是骗我的。
She's the only woman in my life who ever said she loved me; But she said love me, but from the beginning is lying to me.
分手是我提的,虽然我舍不下她,更胜于她舍不下我。她也曾经很努力地挽留过,说和对方
打情骂俏 flirting只是玩玩,我才是她最后的归宿。她说她爱我,哭得好难过。
Break up is my proposal, although I can not give up her, more than she can not give up me. She also once tried very hard to retain, said and each other flirt just play, I was her final destination. She said she loved me and cried so hard.
但这次是理智战胜了情感,我不会再给她机会了。
But this is head over heart, and I'm not giving her another chance.
等和她分手以后,我才逐渐知道了许多真相,包括:
After I broke up with her, I gradually learned many truths, including:
那次聚会她是去钓凯子的,我只是目标之一,而最后在许多人中选择了我,只是因为那日聚会的发起人告诉她我是名校海归,家大业大收入也高,
并且性道德较高,不会因为自己有点资本就乱搞男女关系。但因为她同时和很多个男人聊天,直接导致她第一次见我的时候还没有认出我。
At that party, she went to meet a man, I was just one of the targets, and finally chose me among many people, only because the initiator of the party told her that I was a return from a prestigious university, had a big family and a high income, and had a high sexual morality, and would not cheat on men and women just because he had some capital. But because she was talking to so many men at the same time, she didn't recognize me when she first met me.
她从来没有在她朋友面前公开过我和她的关系,就连微信朋友圈秀恩爱的照片,也只对我和我的朋友可见。
She has never publicized my relationship with her in front of her friends. Even the photos of our love show on wechat moments are only visible to me and my friends.
她说她不知道我家的情况,但却偷偷告诉她的闺蜜:
原来他们说XX家里家大业大是真的哎~
She said she did not know the situation of my home, but secretly told her bestie: originally they said XX home home big is true ah ~
她一开始就看不上我那点可怜的工资,一直盯着我名下资产,又怎会任由对赚钱根本没兴趣的我让这笔财产落入我妹之手?
How could she have let me, who had no interest in making money, let it fall into the hands of my sister, since she despised my poor salary in the first place and kept an eye on my assets?
从一开始,我就不是她用心去爱的人,不过是给她提供优质生活的供养者,但她拥有了优质的生活,还需要优质的基因,于是背着我在外面勾搭小帅哥。
From the beginning, I was not the one she loved, just the provider who provided her with a good life, but she had a good life, and she needed good genes, so she went out behind my back and started picking up hot guys.
你们总是说美女想要东食西宿,其实普通女生何尝不是呢?
You always say that beautiful women want to eat east and west, in fact, ordinary girls are not so?
看各自资本和手段而已。
Depending on their own capital and means.
以上,就是我和我那很丑的前女友在一起的全部体验。
That's all I've ever had with my ugly ex-girlfriend.